Counting-down  

PawPr1nt 51M
48 posts
10/12/2005 12:14 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Counting-down

It's been a moderately quiet few days. I spent the afternoon on Saturday with the russian lady-friend (photo), shopping & coffee, and was on the phone to her until 1am on Sunday/Monday morning.

Tried-out a 'georgian' restaurent on my own on Sunday night too. That is Georgia as in Stalin & Black-Sea Georgia. They seem to specialise in what can only be describe as humungous dim-sum; tennis-ball-sized steamed-pastries filled with spiced lamb-mince. I had to leave a significant portion, because I felt in danger of exploding...

My lady-friend then explained to me that she worked at this place a few months ago and left. It is where a form of pornographic karaoke takes place occasionally; women guests (Russian) get drunk and do impromptu strips and dirty-dancing in front of the other customers. Tasteless perhaps, but definitely intriguing...

I'm definitely feeling the emotional pinch of not having a sexual or intimate, emotional partner. I'm still not cool about spending nearly all of my time with myself alone. I am as far as leafing through my Tony Robbins book for inspiration. yep, THAT bad...

Still, this weekend I am in the UK, visiting my little daughter and can let a part of my soul fly, for a little while.


PrincessKarma 43F
6188 posts
10/22/2005 6:35 pm

*HUGS Paw*

Been a while since I saw you... thank you for the comments on my blog

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma


PawPr1nt 51M
133 posts
10/22/2005 11:37 pm

It's been a pretty stressful few weeks for me in the workplace and my sleep-routine has been doing strange stuff. Most of what is on my mind, I couldn't put in a blog... so I haven't written 'to myself' lately.

I hope you are one the other side of your project(s) and can get back to engaging your blog-groupes again


PawPr1nt 51M
133 posts
10/22/2005 11:38 pm

It's been a pretty stressful few weeks for me in the workplace and my sleep-routine has been doing strange stuff. Most of what is on my mind, I couldn't put in a blog... so I haven't written 'to myself' lately.

I hope you are one the other side of your project(s) and can get back to engaging your blog-groupies again


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