Moving On!!!!  

Passionatelove70 46F
262 posts
12/8/2005 11:23 pm

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Moving On!!!!


Tonight I emailed two guys that I had recent dates with and REALLY liked. I've mentioned the one before, who I dated for about 2 weeks and he then suddenly stopped all communication with me. The other guy, we've been emailing on and off (from Eharmony - which sucks by the way) since September and met once but really hit it off.

Obviously it was over with the guy who stopped communicating with me, but this other guy, he kept saying he'd call me when he got around to buying a calling card......well, our date was days ago and he still hasn't got one nor has he emailed me except once, a pathetic reply to an email I sent him. I figure he's not ready for anything serious and I'm sick of guys playing games. So, I told him I'm moving on! I emailed a letter to both guys and attached this poem. I think it's a fairly appropriate poem....and they can kiss my sweet tight little ass. I know they will regret losing someone as precious as me someday. I'm not saying that to brag, I'm just saying I'm a good person, nice looking, have a good career and wonderful child, own my own home and new car. I don't need these pathetic excuses for men! I'm gonna find someone who will spoil me rotten!

Tonight...
Tonight will be the last night .....
The last night I will relive our last time together....
Tonight will be the last night that I beg God to send you back to me....
The last night that I will criticize myself for not being what you wanted....
Tonight will be the last night that I wonder how you are...
what you are doing and who you are with......
The last night I will torment myself of thoughts of you in another's arms....
Tonight will be the last night I wonder why you are unable to love me....
The last night that I will think of myself as "unlovable."
Tonight will be the last time I cry like a wounded animal till I fall asleep....
The last night that I toss and turn with thoughts of you....
Tonight I will free myself of you...
YOU who turned and walked away without so much as a glance....
Tonight I let you go....
(author unknown)

rm_cockmerollme 45F
1223 posts
12/8/2005 11:44 pm

Your fist hint should have been that he had to get a "calling card"...yeah, that's a big tip-off of a loser,P-love. The second is bad poetry.

LET'S GO METS!!!


rm_luke69iner 48M
3275 posts
12/10/2005 3:50 am

I agree with Rollme don't waste a thought on those ass clowns. You are right on when you understand how precious you are. I am so sad to know that you would even consider these dicks after how they are treating you. You are worth so much more.

You are not "unlovable" ... I like you and I only see a brief electronic glimpse of you.

You are such an incredible girl I've actually thought a couple of times that maybe I should consider being willing to leave my warm North Carolina behind to move up North just for the chance that we might click and have a chance at a relationship.

Don't cry Love you are worth someone exceptional and you will find him.


S'io credesse che mia risposta fosse
A persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
Questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma perciocche giammai di questo fondo
Non torno vivo alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
Senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo
.
~Dante~


Lugnutz67 49M  
17 posts
12/10/2005 8:44 am

Passionate---All of the above replies are correct. They are not worthy of you. They definitely are the ones that are missing out on a treasure such as yourself. I agree with you, they can't handle the thought of anything serious and being anything but a player. Maybe someday they will realize just how great of a person they missed out on. Then it will be too late and you will have the last laugh. You will find that special someone--and that person will be very lucky to have and love you. Keep smiling


yourstateofmind 46M
1 post
12/13/2005 1:50 pm

I also feel the same way. That I'm a diamond in the rough. Doing everything to please, and not getting an = response or respect. I love to play games, but not ones of the heart.
If your ever ready to move slow, meaning taking the mind first. Look me up! I got a warm smile and eyes you can swim in. ( baby blue ) And a heart as big as the U.S.A..
Thats only if you like a slow meaningful touch!


MrPleasureU4 39M

12/13/2005 5:15 pm

Passionatelove70,
You should try lavalife website if you haven't already. You pay for the number of messages you send rather than paying month to month. This is much more reasonable in my opinion. I've tried many websites and lavalife is my top choice. I'm new at this site. Is it worth signing up for?


rm_luke69iner 48M
3275 posts
12/14/2005 1:43 am

Love I'm sorry I might have hurt you tonight. Look at my posts again. The second one, the gossip one, is all things I made up just to be mischiveous and have fun.

For whatever it's worth you are my only other long distance interest. You are the girl in MN that I'm interested in not Sexyeyes. I'm sure Sexyeyes is nice but I don't know her so I can't have an interest in her.

I'm dying inside tonight thinking that my stupid jokes might have hurt you. Hate me or whatever you need to do but don't let me be the cause of you hurting.

I'm sorry


S'io credesse che mia risposta fosse
A persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
Questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma perciocche giammai di questo fondo
Non torno vivo alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
Senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo
.
~Dante~


gnr8nrg 46M

12/15/2005 10:03 pm

Passionate, thank you for stopping by my blog. Their loss will be another's blessing. Being new to the whole internet process I'm probably coming off as a non-interested individual myself. I was on Match, but it wasn't as much fun as this site has been, and I've never even met anyone face to face here. Good luck this semester.


snowman0808 44M
6 posts
12/19/2005 1:01 pm

Hey hun,

I sure hope your experiences with me leave a better memory than those you write about here. I sure hope things work our for you....you definately derserve it.

And my offer to hang out again is always open....talk to you soon.


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