Shyness Sucks!  

Paksennarrion 38F
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6/23/2006 4:05 am

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6/23/2006 8:37 am

Shyness Sucks!


It sucks to be shy. I just spent an hour IMing with a very nice gentleman. But due to my shyness, I put off asking if he would like to meet in person. Before I got over it, he said he had to go do something. Hopefully, it was just a coincidence that that was right after I disclosed my illnesses to him (see previous post). Anyway, I spend an hour looking at this guy's photo while we chatted (and he's cute), we have a great conversation, and now, nothing! I don't even know if I'll hear from him again (after all, maybe it wasn't a coincidence). Throw in the fact that my skin is all sensitive right now, I'd almost kill for some skin on skin. Life is full of ups and downs. I'll think positive. He'll contact me again. And if he doesn't, plenty of fish in the sea. There's always my date tonight!

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