Jul 22, 2007 3:38 am Mood: contemplative, 3893 Views
Hi all am not feeling the best today with my cold. Anyway i love to cam on Adult FriendFinder and regularly get asked to get naked and show my pussy on cam. I made a decision not to do either when I first started to cam and I will stick by it. I don't have a problem with others showing there's but I like to keep that part of my body for me to share when I want too and not on cam. I have spoken to quite a few men who think its sexier and much more erotic for me not to show it. So I was wondering what you all think about it is it more erotic not to show or do you prefer to see it all?
Also what would you like to see me wear on cam I would be interested to know? (Doesn't mean I necessarily will)
I received mail today from DarkMatrix01 saying he had finished the story he was writing about me and wanted to say how very flattered and honoured I was he wrote it for me. Such a fantastic story cant wait for the next one. So thank you soooo much
If you would like to read it its on DarkMatrix01 blog DarkMatrix01 and is called the European Discovery
Have been listening to this track all aft sort of sums up how I feel today so i thought I would share it.
Gloria Gaynor - I will Survive
At first I was afraid, I was petrified Kept thinkin' I could never live without you by my side But then I spent so many nights Thinkin' how you did me wrong And I grew strong, and I learned how to get along
And so you're back, from outer space I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face I should have changed that stupid lock I should have made you leave your key If I'd've known for just one second you'd be back to bother me
Go on now go, walk out the door Just turn around now 'cause you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye Did I crumble Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no not I, I will survive Oh as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive I've got all my life to live I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive I will survive. Hey hey.
It took all the strength I had not to fall apart Kept trying' hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart And I spent oh so many nights Just feeling sorry for myself, I used to cry But now I hold my head up high And you see me, somebody new I'm not that chained up little person still in love with you And so you felt like droppin' in And just expect me to be free Now I'm savin' all my lovin' for someone who's lovin' me
Go on now go, walk out the door Just turn around now 'Cause you're not welcome anymore Weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye? Did I crumble? Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no not I, I will survive Oh as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive I've got all my life to live I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive I will survive. Oh.
Go on now go, walk out the door Just turn around now 'Cause you're not welcome anymore Weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye? Did I crumble? Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no not I, I will survive Oh as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive I've got all my life to live I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive I will survive. I will survive.
I need a rant so please forgive me if I go off on a tangent. Ive always found myself to be honest with people its always the best way. Is it too much to expect your friends to be loyal to you and care about you guess it is never mind. Have never needed others in my life Im self surviving and will continue to be. Its there sad loss not mine.
I wanted to do a bog with a list of guys arses i rate but i haven't got enough pics. Most pics i get are of cocks so guys please send me some arse pics so I can do me blog
Have got one pic i love hope ya don't mind me borrowing it DarkMatrix01 its a fantastic body
