the last one................  

PASSIONATEKISSR3 56F
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8/21/2005 10:57 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

the last one................


i have come to realize that i am always the last one in line. what do i mean by this, well i never thought about till now, but looking back on my life i have given thought to where i fit in, in the scheme of things, and that was always dead last in everything. and i now realize that has not changed. i have to wait for all i want and need in life. not that i want or need material things so much, i don't, but what i do need is time. quality time with someone. i thought i had found that someone but as sure as im sitting here, i find once again that i am last on the list. the last one in the line. my whole life i would put others first. always tried to make people happy and comfortable and help them when they were in need. give them a shoulder to lean or cry on. take care of them when they are sick. always doing what i can. so i wonder why it is so hard for me to get people to reach out to me for a change, to make me as important as anyone or anything that comes along. i don't feel its asking too much to want to be loved, cared for and cherished and sometimes first where time and feelings are concerned, or is it???

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