Where'd the last 40 years go?  

OldGramps 92M/82F
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6/11/2006 4:18 pm

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Where'd the last 40 years go?


Jesus, if I thought my life was gonna turn out like this I might have moved to the city and become a stock broker or shop manager, hell anything but a damn dirt farmer.

Five children ago I was a strong intelligent young man just back from the war. I had seen the world, survived the Battle of the Bulge, and came home a god damned hero, Purple Heart and all.

All I know life ever since has been work work work, and what pay off? Very little my friend. The damned government has done it's best to make farming next to impossible, my Veteran's Check doesn't amount to near anything, and my woman has just gotten older, meaner, and uglier. I ain't no spring chicken either, but I'm smart enough to only have one mirror, and that's in the bathroom, so I don't have to suffer seeing myself too often.

Now here it is, I'm 72 years old, and the work ain't letting up. I've got next to nothing of a retirement plan, and this woman is horny 24 hours a day. I just don't know what to do. My little withered member just ain't gonna take care of her, and we live in such a small town, it's awkward. It's not like we can just walk up to folk after church and say, hey Gus why don't you come over and fuck the hell outta that evil woman of mine. Some thing's gotta give, so when I discovered this here AdultFriendFinder web site, I thought maybe, just maybe, there's someone out there that could help me out. Otherwise my life is gonna be a complete hell.

As it is I've gotta bust my butt every morning. I get out of bed before 5 AM with the birds, and then at noon she calls me in for lunch. I have to admit she sure does whip up some decent vittles, so of course I keep her around. She's a good woman, and has been all these years. I just can't get it up no more. I don't know if it's her or me, as it's not a pretty sight either way.

I figure there's someone for everyone in this world, and I'm sure there is some twisted freak that would enjoy getting it on with my old lady. I tell you she's a dirty bird too. The woman doesn't have the word 'no' in her vocabulary, so you name it, she'll do it. It's just a shame that I ain't got it in me no more. I feel like she's going to waste.

Like I said, where'd the last 40 years go?

SuzieQ4U60 61F

6/11/2006 6:07 pm

Hi Gramps...

I wonder the same kind of things myself. My kids are grown, my husband left me for someone else, and I am alone for the first time in my life. I wonder sometimes, why I am here... what happened to my youth, my life? And now, whats to become of me? Will I remain alone, die alone? I thought, at this juncture of my life, I would be enjoying it with my husband... having peaceful dinners, watching the grandkids grow up, walking and holding hands. Have tried to meet someone decent... with no success. I just want to find some meaning in my life.


OldGramps 92M/82F
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6/11/2006 7:58 pm

Suzie that's terrible. I've only been on here at AdultFriendFinder for one day and the damn place has already made me feel something. I hear ya. I tell you Suzie, life is one miserable sum-bitch, and the only thing we can do is be determined that it's always up to ourself to make it a good place. It never is easy, in fact it's almost a battle to enjoy life on this here good earth. All I know is, it's better to try and enjoy it, than let the bastards win.

Anyone that left you, dear, just did you a favor. It made room for the best part of your life, if you just see it that way. It's time for you to do something good for yourself. You probably know what it is that you've always wanted to do. Sometimes the entire universe can't get on with itself until people fulfill their dreams. Go somewhere. Visit Europe or Asia, anywhere. New Hampshire is nice in the mountains. Just do something exciting, or life won't be exciting.

I'm glad you took the time to comment. Much appreciated.


SuzieQ4U60 61F

6/14/2006 10:04 am

Gramps,

I love your pic!!! Bless your heart. Thanks for responding to me here on your blog. I am, now, glad my ex left me. He didn't love me, fell out of love with me a long time before I even knew. But it's ok. He is someone else's problem now. I do hope, one day, to find the true love of my life. I know he is out there.
I'll continue to watch your blog.... and I wish you well in all that you do.


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