Self Image  

OcelotScratch 48M
112 posts
6/19/2006 12:43 am

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6/22/2006 8:13 pm

Self Image


Posting the photos of myself was a bit traumatic. You see, my accepted image of what my face looks like does not, in fact, bear much resemblance to what it actually looks like. I remember it as being much less fleshy, like it was about 40 pounds ago.

It has forced me to revise something I have believed, namely that my body still looks really good, except for the weight I have gained in my gut. Apparently, it is the weight I have gained in my gut, and on my head. For christ's sake, I have a double chin now.

I'm going to the gym three times a week, and trying to eat less than I was. Maybe I shouldn't have bought that new corkscrew. Still, it's kind of a shock. Trust me, those photos are really me; I sure as hell wouldn't pretend to be that guy.

I don't know exactly what I'm going to do about it. I guess I'm stuck with who I am until I muster the self discipline to be someone else.

Wish me luck.

rm_atta_girl 45F
219 posts
6/19/2006 9:06 pm

you are just fine. i have weight to shed too, most of us do. i wish you very well!

ATTA


OcelotScratch replies on 6/20/2006 1:58 am:
Thank you, Atta.

PrincessKarma 43F
6188 posts
6/20/2006 7:22 pm

I think yopu're cute in a nerdy sort of way

*sneaks a grope*


The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma


OcelotScratch replies on 6/20/2006 9:26 pm:
Damnit! My secret is out already!

I was hoping no one would peg me for a nerd until aftetr we met.

PrincessKarma 43F
6188 posts
6/21/2006 7:13 am

Ummm... the glasses kinda gave you away

I hope haversack_smith doesn't mind my flirting with you, too...

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma


OcelotScratch replies on 6/21/2006 8:19 am:
You two timing hussy.

PrincessKarma 43F
6188 posts
6/21/2006 12:37 pm

Flatterer

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma


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