When you're up, you're up......  

Notbigbutwilling 49M
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2/4/2006 7:40 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

When you're up, you're up......

Some days, you feel up, some days down.

When you are up, you're high on life, buzzing and bulletproof.

When you're down, you're in the darkest depths of despair.

In between, lies blissfull serenity.

Most people who understand about this would say they'd gladly trade the highs, just to be rid of the lows.

I have learned to live with the lows, but mostly, I live in the middle. And that's fine, but now I'm confused. Just a little emotionally confused.

When I hear a friend has found joy, do I hit a high or a low?

I am high because I share their joy. Low because a friendship ALWAYS changes when a friend finds love.

But I accept that I will be conflicted, and rather go with the highs than the lows.

But I miss them - not as lovers, not physically, but for their friendship and the time just spent together.

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