Are we friends?  

Northblade 41M
3 posts
6/2/2006 5:18 pm
Are we friends?

So. Angry. Right. Now.

I'm reading all these great blogs, getting hornier and hornier, and just enjoying all these glimpses into other peoples lives when my MSN pops up.

It's a women I've known for a number of years, and we have been friends and sort of pals but she has never had any intention of a relationship with me, which is fine. I've been a friend, I've helped out, I've bailed her out, and I've listened to the drama COUNTLESS times. We were in acting classes together, and though I wanted to fuck her, we became friends instead.

Lately I've been distancing myself from her because every time we meet or chat she wants to unload her emotional baggage on me and then decides to go to bed or go home or go to dinner with an ex after I've been the salve on her wounds. Which to me says I'm being used, and the friendship thing is one way.

So she sends me a tell; "Hi, did you get my card?"

No, I haven't spoken to her for weeks, and I certainly didn't get any cards from her.

So we chat a bit, and then she wants to clarify our friendship. I tell her I think we're more acquaintances because we don't see each other, we don't talk often and we've never seen each other naked. I figure this is a nice-in-a-tongue-in-cheek-kind-of-way of telling her no, I don't want much to do with her anymore.

She agrees with me.

I'm not sure how it goes from "I sent you a card" to "we're just acquaintances", but I'm so pissed now. Is this not just an admission that she feels the same way and was just bored so decided to chat with me? WTF is that?

I've been thinking for a while that I should stop responding to her, but now I know for sure. Any chance of a hookup is long gone, and I can only be nice to someone who is using me for so long before I get angry.

And now I'm angry.

And you wouldn't like me when I get angry.

OK, I'm done.



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