Sad state of affairs... NOT  

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7/18/2005 5:50 pm

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11/15/2006 11:50 pm

Sad state of affairs... NOT

I had a first time experience this past weekend that I just felt the need to share. This might seem old-hat to some of you, but I'm relatively inexperienced when it comes to relationships, so please bear with me.

I have been masturbating since a fairly young age - I think I started at 13 or 14 years old and continue to do it today (though not at this particular moment ). I have always thought that masturbation was a very personal means of deriving pleasure. I have tried to imagine people (women) masturbating and couldn't help but wonder how amazing it would be to witness it...

All the partners I've had up until now simply expressed disgust whenever the topic of masturbation came up in conversation. Interestingly, each and every one of them left me claiming that I couldn't be intimate with them... How can you be intimate when you're shut down at the first mention of anything intimate (not just masturbation)?

Well, this weekend my world opened up. I spent a beautiful afternoon with a lady I met here at AdultFriendFinder and for the first time I witnessed someone masturbating (and not on celluloid). I have to admit that when she started playing with herself, it was the single biggest turn on that I've ever experienced.

She was doing, right in front of me, something that I knew she enjoyed, something that I knew was personal in a way that little else can be AND she was willing to share that experience with me.

I can't help but feel pity for the women I was with before her. I can't help but pity myself for being in a relationship that was so constrained. But the pity pales in comparison to the feelings of closeness that I gained this weekend.

Is it just me? Or do others feel this way?

(Juan S)
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7/22/2005 11:28 pm

Congrats man!!! I've been meaning to check back with you to see how that went.
Glad it was something special. Sharing true Inimacy is what life's greatest pleasues is all about.

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