Dark views from a cold mountain......  

Nightguy_1961 55M
3324 posts
2/14/2006 4:20 am

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Dark views from a cold mountain......

Over the past month or so, I've been in a kind of retreat from most cyber contact...only coming on line for a little while, updating my blog, reading some of the other blogs.

People have asked me why I've chosen to stay away. After some soul searching and talking with some Lifestyle friends in real time, I think I can safely answer that question.

Most of the people I've met on here are so fake, it would be laughable, if it weren't so sad.

I've heard self appointed oracles proclaim to all that would listen on what is the 'true Lifestyle'. I've seen insta Doms walk in with an attitude that puts shame on every True Dominant that has every walked the Path. I've seen so-called submissives act in such a way, it would have gotten them banned from every munch and scene party between here and Mars.

I know...I know....you're saying "But this is cyber! It's not real!!"

Well, if that's true...then why in the hell are you here then? I came here to meet like-minded people who share the same interest in bdsm. I've met people that, at one time, I would have loved to meet for a drink.

But now........

I've found out so much discouraging information about some of my 'friends' in the real world, that I've had to regroup and rethink.

Some of the things I've heard have made me look at some of the things that they say and write...and cringe.

I have always tried to walk an honorable path..even though in my past, I was the most despicable of people. But I've tried to learn from my past mistakes, for everyone can change. I've seen so called 'trolls' change their attitudes, simply because someone asked them to stop..instead of demanding them to stop.

But I'm thinking that my Path is going to be a lonely Path to walk...for Honor, Respect, and Loyalty seem to be foreign concepts in today's world...and that makes me worry about the future of the lifestyle.

For without honor, respect, and loyalty.....where does that leave us?

NG....the cold air on the mountain surpassed by the coldness in his heart.

©Nightguy1961 2/14/06

rm_txrose4uNTX 57F
3289 posts
2/14/2006 8:02 am

I am sure that you have found exceptions along the pathway. Please don't lump me with those fakes.... and visit me on 360 when you can....

BTW, Happy Valentine's Day....


angelicdelights 105F

2/14/2006 11:50 pm

along lifes pathway are flowers and weeds we must pull out the weeds and move on letting the flowers to nurture and grow in doing so you lead others by example and showing them and teaching them the correct way.
you out of anyone know this to be true Nightguy. keep up the goodness and dont let it die out.

MamChelle 48F  
1443 posts
2/16/2006 2:37 am

i have been there lately myself NG...so many Dom wannabes..but i try to remain hopefull and it is so hard....i like You came to find like minded people, real lifestylers..and although the nic switching and game playing makes me doubtful..i wish to hold onto T/those i have come to know as Friends...and i count You and lady amoung the few...whom i would trust. (that is a big deal for me)

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