3 hours and 7 minutes  

NawtieBBWwantsit 45F
99 posts
4/18/2006 1:22 am

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4/20/2006 2:21 am

3 hours and 7 minutes

I am simply amazed.
Talking to him was like talking to a long lost friend I haven't seen in ages.

That sexy southern drawl MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. I could listen to that all the time.

He's hell bent on showing me how to fill my void, and i'm hell bent on letting him. But only because i'm human.

Every time i want to run from him, he's right there smoothing it over with "nay i know".

In a way it bothers me.
It bothers me that i hang on to his every word.
It bothers me that he's in my dreams.
it bothers me that he can finish my sentences.
It bothers me that i feel so close to him in such a short time.
And It really bothers me that I want to have more feelings for him than i already do.
That's the big one right there.

I feel like this is a bunch of hoopla for a big let down. and in a way, I hope I'm wrong. Only because I am human.

But fate has a way of fucking with me.
So I'm pretty sure i'm not wrong.

I'll jump on the train and see how far it takes me just because that's a risk i'm willing to take. And when fate fucks with me again, I'll deal with it, just like I have so many times in the past.

And if he ever wanted more than a fuck buddy relationship, I would drop all this in a heart beat. And give him my upmost attention.

Now THATS scary.

3 hours and 7 minutes is quite the accomplishment for him. Usually i can't stand to talk to someone for more than a few minutes and at the most, an hour. lol but this time, the minutes just flew by. and before I knew it, it was

3 hours and 7 minutes later.

I'm still in shock

Happy but in shock.

GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11240 posts
4/18/2006 3:04 am

njoy while it lasts

hopefully it'll last a long time....

NawtieBBWwantsit 45F
70 posts
4/20/2006 2:20 am

thank you Goddess that's sweet of you to say

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