Why am I here?!  

NaughtyNurseMn 48F
212 posts
12/24/2005 7:35 pm

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Why am I here?!


sSomehow, I came across AdultFriendFinder as I was checking out what was out there after the initiation of my divorce began.

The soon to be ex husband asked me for a divorce in August. We are nearly divorced now... just waiting for the final draft to sign and send to the judge. So simple how 10 years can be summed up in one divorce decree.

Anyway. I was checking out yahoo personals, Match.com, etc. to see what hot men might be available in my area... you know, to make me feel better. Somehow, I came across AdultFriendFinder. I was hot instantly when I started looking around. I forgot what feeling horny felt like! Nothing like a divorce to turn your hormones up a notch or two. AdultFriendFinder feels "safe" to me. When I say that, it is because I know that I am not going to go have random sex with some stranger at noon on Tuesday... I am just not. I am a professional, with a home, kids, a reputation, great friends... I am not going to just have random sex. HOWEVER, I could have random "sex" online without any ramifications... Ok, not as fabulous, but it does satisfy a basic human urge to let go of some tension. It is the safest sex I could ever have and totally risk free. Thank goodness for my laptop, I can lay in bed and just ome young hot 20something guy and let loose... but I am not ready for that yet. The divorce isn't even final yet. The flirting, attention and fun I get on AdultFriendFinder seems to be enough for the moment, but I can't wait until I am ready... that guy who is my "first" better be ready! My ex and I had a discussion about how long it has been since we've had sex, to my urf, watch a naughty movie, watch a cam or two, chit chat with a hot horny man... it works for now.

I am seriously going crazy from not having had sex for so long. Some days I feel like I might just find ssurprise... we figured out it has been 2 years- yes TWO YEARS! I love sex, I love everything about it. I am getting in touch with my sexuality again and I love that. It makes me feel alive. I think about sex a lot more and I feel like I did before I got married... when I was wanting it constantly. I am a raging hormone again and it is kind of fun I feel like a teenager again.

The Naughtiest Nurse You'll Ever Know...

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo,
N.N.


WaverFortyFuror 56M

12/24/2005 7:59 pm

Naughty girl...isn't it fun to get aroused just thinking of, or imagining what it is that you crave for? imagine the guy walking down the street, like i do, and i see all these married woman, who i really think have this craving to want me to walk over and meet them so they can get their eyes popped out with the best sex they might ever have....but, then i realize, it's only my imagination. it has to come from the woman. we smart men know, when a woman is ready to get some, she'll let it be known!

go for it, and you will feel good.


guynamedjim 58M
728 posts
12/24/2005 9:24 pm

single and still no sex either. Women missing in action and not available. Super frustrated, but a song in my heart no less. Reaching out and finding no one. People just don't care anymore.


meerkittykat 42F

12/25/2005 12:40 am

Nurse....lol.....there are some quality guys on AFFF, though it may take you a while to weed through the pretenders. Just 1. stick to your guns and go find exactly what you're looking for, no less and 2. relax..it'll happen at the right time and likely when you least expect it.

Happy Holidays....welcome to blog world


NaughtyNurseMn 48F
74 posts
12/25/2005 5:23 pm

I think you have to change your attitude... women dont want to be with a guy who doesn't seem happy nor one who is cynical. Try to reflect on what is wrong, what you can do to change it and then just be the best YOU that you can be, eventually you will find it. Sometimes, we are looking in the wrong place.

I looked at your profile, consider changing the profile and pic. Women love strong confident men who can handle us.

Just a thought! Hope you don't mind my total honesty.

The Naughtiest Nurse You'll Ever Know...

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo,
N.N.


aascrompn 42M
6444 posts
12/25/2005 9:58 pm

I think it is completely normal, as I've already told you, to ease your way back into the whole scene. Remember to take things slowly as far as actual physical contact. Online sex won't to anything negatively to you. Like you said, it's a great release. Also, some of us 30 something dudes can hang too! Cheers!


LearningOne_new 43M

5/5/2006 9:16 am

    Quoting NaughtyNurseMn:
    I think you have to change your attitude... women dont want to be with a guy who doesn't seem happy nor one who is cynical. Try to reflect on what is wrong, what you can do to change it and then just be the best YOU that you can be, eventually you will find it. Sometimes, we are looking in the wrong place.

    I looked at your profile, consider changing the profile and pic. Women love strong confident men who can handle us.

    Just a thought! Hope you don't mind my total honesty.
So... you want an illusion and not a person? If we're supposed to be so busy being confident and handling you -- were are men supposed to turn when we get lost?


Become a member to create a blog