Merry Christmas to All... and to all .... A good  

NaughtyNurseMn 48F
212 posts
12/24/2005 8:02 pm

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Merry Christmas to All... and to all .... A good

Tonight is the first night I've spend without my kids on a holiday. They had their first holiday with their dad- as we are in the midst of a divorce. The amazing part is that I am okay! I wasn't sure how I would feel but I am doing very well. I haven't cried, no tears, no regrets. I enjoyed a little quiet time in the house before the kids came home tonight. I think I have accepted the divorce. The ex and I spoke for about 2 hours last night and got a lot of things out on the table. He still loves me, I still love him- but it isn't right anymore. There is too much between us that even if we said... "ok, let's try again" it wouldn't work. I think that now that I realize and recognize that, I am at peace.

We were never able to get away without the kids because we didn't have anyone to take them, so they were always there. I think that I am looking forward to being able to trade off with the ex so that I can have a relationship with someone that is fruitful, eventful and fun. We never did anything because the kids were always a consideration. I LOVE my kids, but it is hard to be intimate, romantic and feel "in the mood" and sexual when they are always with you. I look forward to having time with a significant other someday when we can enjoy grown up time together without kids around. The ex and I both agreed that it was a major benefit.

I am not ready to find my "perfect match" or my "Mr. Right" but when I do, it will be fabulous to experience the intimacy of a sexual relationship, the emotional aspects of a romantic relationship. I crave it now. I miss the smell of a man, the feeling of his warm touch, hot breath on the nape of my neck, the sound of a sexy voice telling me everything I want to hear.

Do I think I will find Mr. Right here? Probably not, but I am enjoying the search. When I am ready, I will know it. Until then, I am enjoying the flirting, the teasing and the hunt for what I want and need.


The Naughtiest Nurse You'll Ever Know...

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo,
N.N.


rm_Redman7961 55M
1 post
12/24/2005 8:13 pm

I could possibly be Mr Right .... Definately Mr. Right Now ....lol...Merry Xmas


micahbiguns 50M

12/24/2005 8:35 pm

Hope you find what your looking for. i just went thru a divorce also after 20 years of mariage sigh well enough of that enjoy the hunt


guynamedjim 58M
729 posts
12/24/2005 9:19 pm

and a MERRY CHRISTMAS to you

It's a very, very blue Christmas here for me. I don't think I find a woman here either. It just isn't happening, and the fanasties aren't cutting it anymore. It's a deeply sad Christmas time this year. Working the weekend and very stressful. Family is to far away, and here alone. I wondering what happened to dialog, if anything someone saying HELLO anymore?

Only visiting this planet!
Jim


rm_once4menu 63M
2 posts
12/25/2005 12:34 am

merry christmas Naughty, you sound like you are doing just fine. I too understand the difficulties of the kids always being there, being a parent first and making their needs top priority. Its wonderful to finally have a little time for yourself. I would love to chat more, learn more about you and possibly become part of your hunt. I hope to hear from you.


NaughtyNurseMn 48F
74 posts
12/25/2005 5:17 pm

Christmas time... lovely, lonely, everyone always seems to be trying to live up to the expectations the story tellers and movies have us believing it should be like. I have had a fair holiday- only because I had no expectations. It is hard to try to always make everyone else happy and do so in lieu of your own happiness. My suggestion to those that are finding the holidays a challenge is to do lots of nice things for yourself. Make the day different, make the day pleasing yourself... hell, you could PLEASURE yourself even, just as long as you try to do what you enjoy.

Best wishes to all who read this blog!

The Naughtiest Nurse You'll Ever Know...

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo,
N.N.


aascrompn 42M
6444 posts
12/25/2005 10:00 pm

I thought I was Mr. right?? WTF?


NaughtyNurseMn 48F
74 posts
12/26/2005 7:18 pm

You sexy eyes... are so RIGHT in so many ways. MMmmmm yummy.


The Naughtiest Nurse You'll Ever Know...

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo,
N.N.


NaughtyNurseMn 48F
74 posts
12/26/2005 7:20 pm

Aas, you are Mr. Right in soooo many ways! MMMmmm yummy.


The Naughtiest Nurse You'll Ever Know...

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo,
N.N.


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