A Bad Place  

NGs_lady 64F
419 posts
6/16/2006 1:15 pm

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6/24/2006 5:38 am

A Bad Place

First, I need to apologize to everyone. Yes, I have been reading all of your blogs, but I haven't been commenting; for this, I am sorry.

I have been in a bad place. Yep, I am sure you all have been there once before. Maybe I should explain.

You all know our cat died last week. Well, before it really sank in, a very good friend, a total love, wickedeasy came to visit and we spent time with her. It was great, but I didn't think about what it was going to be like after she left.


Telling wickedeasy good-bye at the airport was hard. I cried on the way home. Then, NG61 had to work that same night. I cried most of the night; it all came rushing in.

I didn't have a good friend to talk to. I didn't have my husband to hold on to and talk to. I was alone...

Well I'm back; my head is clear and I'm not crying anymore. I feel better.

So look for comments from me and look for me to start blogging again.

Hugs and thank yous to all that have been there for me. You know who you are.

NGs_lady/Lady Stee

shar1 55F
606 posts
6/16/2006 2:53 pm

Glad your feeling better.... the bad place can sneak up on us from time to time, and crying can be good for the soul. But am glad your tears have stopped. xx

NGs_lady replies on 6/16/2006 7:29 pm:
Yes the bad place can sneak up on you it did on me, But the tears and some good friends have gotten me over it.

Thank you

spacecadet561 59M

6/16/2006 3:05 pm

You've got a whole bunch of people here to lean on when you need a helping hand. Chat and IM may lack the tangibles of the real world, but they are better than crying yourself to sleep.


NGs_lady replies on 6/16/2006 7:31 pm:
I did realize I could lean on people here that was part of the cure.

Thank you

wickedeasy 66F  
25415 posts
6/16/2006 3:28 pm

i know what you mean - spent a good part of my flight weeping

Sir Smudge is peeing up a storm up there - grins - and you my love are being watched by a very ALpha cat - so....no fears

much love


You cannot conceive the many without the one.

NGs_lady replies on 6/16/2006 7:33 pm:
My dear I had no fears just an empty spot in my hart for both of you at one time.

Hugs and love

rm_shannee2006 52F
3355 posts
6/16/2006 3:52 pm

I just started watching your blog. I am glad that you'll be writing more now. It will be a pleasure to read what you write about. I'm glad that you are feeling better about loosing your little friend.

Yup...this juiciness is from me....


NGs_lady replies on 6/16/2006 7:35 pm:
Welcome to my blog and Thank you.

GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11238 posts
6/16/2006 4:09 pm

~ silent hugz ~

NGs_lady replies on 6/17/2006 10:50 am:
Thank you I like hugs.

ohcurious14 59M
1683 posts
6/16/2006 7:11 pm

As understanding and compassionate as your blog friends are, I am sure everyone more than understands what you have gone thru and understood you would be out of touch for a bit. I know how special Sir Smudge was. I had a pet dog for 19 yrs. Amazing how deep the feelings go on pets. Perhaps NG needs to give you another special bath to clear the mind.*hugs*

NGs_lady replies on 6/17/2006 10:55 am:
Upping for the bath good idea.

Hugs if i may

ButteryDelight 58F

6/17/2006 7:52 am

It's good to see you return. I'm sure no one thought anything unusual about your absences, given the circumstances.

After the storm ..there is always the rainbow.

Hoping you find your rainbow today.

Buttery Delight

NGs_lady replies on 6/17/2006 10:58 am:
Thank you I think I have found the rainbow.


rm_goddess1946 105F
13518 posts
6/17/2006 2:47 pm

Sometimes the alone time can be very healing
...as can the tears...sounds strange, perhaps,
and yet I have learned that this is true

Just a little food for thought.............
If you really want to be happy, nobody can stop you...

NGs_lady replies on 6/17/2006 3:02 pm:
Yes I agreethe alone time helps, but the tears seam to clear the mind and sole.


rm_kat_in_vinyl 43F

6/18/2006 8:46 pm

it's so good to have you back....you have been missed....i'm so very glad you had a wonderful time with wickedeasy and a bit jealous! *weg* i know how it feels to lose a pet, but you are blessed that you have a wonderful Man and friends (myself included) to help you through the "bad place" that you find yourself in at times....love to you and NG.....

NGs_lady replies on 6/24/2006 5:35 am:
Thank you I know it will be ok.


MamChelle 48F  
1443 posts
6/18/2006 11:48 pm

i look forward to hearing Your voice and to knowing Your better, and i look forward to comming and helping You get organized, laughing with You, and learning from You my Friend. You are more loved than You even grasp. i am blessed by the gifts of Your wisdom and the size of Your heart as You love U/us all. You are in my thoughts....chelle.

NGs_lady replies on 6/24/2006 5:37 am:
Thank you hun and I do have deep feelings for all here.


Shameless_Biotch 48F

6/22/2006 4:44 am

We all need a good cry from time to time, and it sounds like you were greiving your loss, nothing wrong with that!!
Good to hear you are better now!

your Shameless Friend

NGs_lady replies on 6/24/2006 5:38 am:
Thank you and the cry did help.

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