THE REAL SCORE  

NAUGHTYSEXY25 36F
304 posts
10/29/2005 7:40 pm

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

THE REAL SCORE

Time: 11:20 A.M. Phil. Time
Song Background: U Did It Again
Artist: Kylie Minogue

Thank you so much for explaining everything to me yesterday. I'm such a goddamn shit! 'Twas all my fault. I only blame myself for what happened to us. No need to remind, please I'm begging. I've been bad, guilty and all. That 's all past. So unrealistic for not understanding your situation.

Can't pretend I'm upset, angry with all those negative emotions. "Unfair" not even knowing the reason. I left you hangin' on the line---being cold and quiet for a long time.

Well maybe I gave you the time to miss me and think about if I'm worthy or not to stay. Don't know what's in your mind or what's bothering you.

You know your a very good partner better from those in my earlier days online ( u know me even from before). Wish you happiness and satisfying sex always.

your cabs


rm_utogkaayow 43M

10/30/2005 1:44 am

apology accepted cabs. i forgive you. how i just wish you didn't treat me the way you did for the past 2 months. you know i always respected you and treated you well and always tried to understand you and adjust to your pesonality.

i'm still here if you want me.


NAUGHTYSEXY25 36F

10/31/2005 7:25 pm

Buti naman at nagparamdam ka na here sa blog ko. Thought your also angry with me. Do I need to work for the affair and start the fire again?

U know na I'm always been a fighter in anyway cabs not so sure if i won this senseless misery with u.

the anwer is in you.


testingaccount 46F
6 posts
10/31/2005 11:07 pm

hope you 2 get together again. love is sweeter the 2nd time around! your love story is an inspiration.


rm_utogkaayow 43M

11/1/2005 4:09 am

    Quoting NAUGHTYSEXY25:
    Buti naman at nagparamdam ka na here sa blog ko. Thought your also angry with me. Do I need to work for the affair and start the fire again?

    U know na I'm always been a fighter in anyway cabs not so sure if i won this senseless misery with u.

    the anwer is in you.
i'm not angry with you, just wanted to understand why you did what you did to me. am glad we were able to chat. we both need to work on our relationship if we want this to last. just page me anytime in my YM id. i leave it online most of the time even if i'm not using my laptop or at my computer in the office. been busy this past week even if it's supposed to be a long holiday.


rm_utogkaayow 43M

11/1/2005 4:13 am

    Quoting testingaccount:
    hope you 2 get together again. love is sweeter the 2nd time around! your love story is an inspiration.
thanks testing! we're working on it. i wonder when cabs and i can meet again since it might take sometime for her to cum back to cebu, right cabs?


NAUGHTYSEXY25 36F

11/1/2005 8:54 pm

yes girl! But i'm hesitant to meet cabs after what I did! It's not a love story . An affair that's temporary I know And I'm realistic It won't last forever but hopeful not to depart with regret.

I opened my private life to him---trust, honesty and willingness to stay will be good key in relationship. In other perspective realistic of the consequences and understand each one will be the glue that continues to bind strong relationship. We need to patch up and forget what's history.

Thank you for your comment. Greatly appreciated.

And cabs I'm working to see you very very soon. I try to forget you and live life straight with hubby. Irony is the more I suppress myself the more you distruct me. Ano ba pinakain mo sa akin?


rm_utogkaayow 43M

11/2/2005 1:51 am

cabs, don't worry i won't bite you when we meet again. i'll eat you but not bite! hehe! mmmmm!

i do look forward to see you again whenever you come back to cebu for a visit or to take care of personal matters. don't worry about me, i'll just be here waiting. i'm happy to patch things up with you.

hmmm, unsa jud akong gipaka-on nimo? well you've been eating/drinking a lot my juices haha! joke! (cum to think of it i've been drinking a lot of your juices too! lol! ) i don't know if you're willing to admit that somehow we do have deep mutual feelings for each other even though our relationship was supposed to be "an affair that's temporary". basta you know i always treat you with deep respect and affection plus the fact that we have great chemistry in many aspects of our personality that's much better than what we have with our respective spouses.


NAUGHTYSEXY25 36F

11/2/2005 2:40 am

Nice to hear a compliment again from you cabs! Yes I humbly admit that we had mutual feelings that they call "affair". To think of it we been together for few months(short nga lang) but at least we had build illicit relationship. We both liked each others company so to speak.

Alright, that's the main reason i can't really left you? LOLS! Sort of! . If you can't wait just grab a girl on AdultFriendFinder. Sex so barren, u know my alternative. As long as u think and fantasize what we tried in bed before I'm happy.


rm_utogkaayow 43M

11/2/2005 8:57 pm

    Quoting NAUGHTYSEXY25:
    Nice to hear a compliment again from you cabs! Yes I humbly admit that we had mutual feelings that they call "affair". To think of it we been together for few months(short nga lang) but at least we had build illicit relationship. We both liked each others company so to speak.

    Alright, that's the main reason i can't really left you? LOLS! Sort of! . If you can't wait just grab a girl on AdultFriendFinder. Sex so barren, u know my alternative. As long as u think and fantasize what we tried in bed before I'm happy.
same with me cabs. i enjoy your company most of all and feel uninhibited with you. i did think about looking for another girl here but so far you're the only one i'd really want to grab! (and eat! and lick!) lol! i'll just wait for you when we see each other again. at least you enjoy playing with yourself. you know me, i'd rather wait and see you again.


NAUGHTYSEXY25 36F

11/3/2005 12:22 am

hey! your so tiyaga naman! kaw na ba yan cabs!? hehehe. Maybe it will take sometime before I finally get back to cebu city. Is there someone waiting for me there? I create a possible hypothetical question like this, u should be honest naman cabs! I'm not jealous or anything. Just tell me some of your sexpeiences when I'm not around ;0.


rm_utogkaayow 43M

11/3/2005 3:52 am

yup it's me alright! and i'll just be here waiting. lol! the only sexperiences i'll be having are with my wifey! but i'm sure it will be very few and far between and most of all boring! lol! but i'll share them anyway with you if you want to know all the details. if ever i do decide to find another girl for a fling aside from you i'll definitely let you know.


NAUGHTYSEXY25 36F

11/4/2005 9:41 pm

how's your bedroom prowess with your wife???


rm_utogkaayow 43M

11/4/2005 11:23 pm

what prowess? lol! you know i hardly enjoy sex with her anymore. we only had sex once since the last time you and i had sex.


NAUGHTYSEXY25 36F

11/6/2005 7:31 pm

hopeless cabs! sorry to hear again some complaints in bed with her. Patience if you want me soon cabs


NAUGHTYSEXY25 36F

11/6/2005 8:25 pm

oops can't reply to your post cabs. we'll ok lag basta your always present sa blog ko.


rm_utogkaayow 43M

11/7/2005 1:51 am

hehe don't worry cabs, i can wait. good things cum, uhh, i mean come to all those who wet, ooopppss, wait!


NAUGHTYSEXY25 36F

11/12/2005 8:51 pm

alright if that's ur hope. wish I could change your mind.


rm_utogkaayow 43M

11/13/2005 2:15 am

hehe unfortunately i'm not going to change my mind anytime soon cabs. basta i'll just always be here whenever you need me.


rm_utogkaayow 43M

11/13/2005 2:17 am

mmmm i miss kissing, licking, sucking & massaging your hot sexy boobs cabs.


NAUGHTYSEXY25 36F

11/22/2005 12:00 am

Cabs wag dyan! dyan me kiliti ako dyan ay!!!


rm_utogkaayow 43M

11/22/2005 4:50 am

lol! mmmmm makes me want to kiss, lick, suck and caress you there all the more until you scream and squirm!


NAUGHTYSEXY25 36F

11/25/2005 2:14 am

so how's ur itching problem cabs?


rm_utogkaayow 43M

11/25/2005 7:19 pm

lol! still itchy cabs! i'm just waiting to see you again so you can scratch my itch all you want. haha!


NAUGHTYSEXY25 36F

11/26/2005 6:45 pm

CABS DEAR! I beg to disagree.


rm_utogkaayow 43M

11/30/2005 8:01 pm

lol! spin a win cabs! too bad i have no one to scratch my itch nowadays. hehe!


NAUGHTYSEXY25 36F

12/2/2005 10:43 pm

TURN UR BACK, MANY VOLUNTEERS MOSTLY FROM GAY POPULATION HEHEHE!


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