January15  

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1/15/2006 7:39 am

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January15


Another day, another dollar.....or some such nonsense. It's a good thing that there are lots of fish in the sea, because some of them fish will undoubtly leave a person wondering if all the fish are the same......As i sit here reflecting back on the last two days i begin to wonder if perhaps i should change my profile once again.
I know what i'm looking for but i can't exactly put it into words. I'm looking for the "feeling" (and to those of you who know what i'm talking about will be nodding your heads about now) I've met 3 men in my life that have had this that i could sense in them. Was it that they were powerful men? Was it that they were uber gorgeous? Was it that they were prince charming? No....it was non of the above. You know how carbon dioxide is ordorless, colorless and tasteless? This is the feeling i speak of, and i wonder what it is, i don't think it has a name persay and i know others have experienced it because i've asked them. There are also many times that i've wondered what my purpose on this earth was. I believe that i was put here to do something but i'm just not sure what it is at this point. I did the mother thing, I did the housewife thing, I have and am still doing the employee thing as well as the student thing. But really shouldn't there be more for me out there? All good questions all very reflective. Perhaps this year will be different perhaps this year i will be shown the purpose and meaning. Perhaps I may just meet some wonderful people and gain more insight, perhaps i'm just lookin for a miracle......till the next entry.....

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