Febuary 27th  

Muse35 47F
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2/27/2006 2:57 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Febuary 27th

I think the hatred within me has passed.....for like the day that started out cloudy and became bright and sunny so is my mood.

Strange things happen to me when the door closes and opens rightly.....

I have "connected" with only a few in life there is a combination to having it occur.......and part of that combiniation is: timing, opportunity and chemistry. I know from past experience that if i do find someone that is above the normal awakened stage that it is going to be really worth it.......i know this. And I know spending a weekend (2 nights) in a motel/hotel doing nothing but feeding off each others bodies and such is what i crave for otherwise this gift would not have been presented to me.....however to err on the side of caution and to delve into pure carnal lust just to feed the "beast" i have to ask myself is it worth the downfall.....
perhaps....because this may be another lesson presenting itself in its most beautiful form...that being another like minded like vibed individual.....

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