Missily 33F
11 posts
12/21/2005 4:18 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm


Oh my goodness it's been forever since I've been on this site, let alone blogged anything. It's been one hell of a ride since I last posted though, that's for sure. Let's see in october I was in Beverly Hills and had a wonderful time. I went and saw Al Pacino at the benefit and had my picture taken with Diana Ross! John Voight took the picture! I later went out and got hit on by a married australian laywwer, an executive at fox whom I'll call Monty, some creepy producer sipping a chocolate martini, and a very handsome and very stylish man at a party who I unfortunately had to leave behind. I did however have great sex with a wonderful and also very handsome man who may or may not be my husband in 10 years It was all very surreal and fun. I needed a breath of fresh air.
In November I had sex with a black guy for the first time. I never thought I would find dreadlocks so sexy He was very attentive. Mmm I can still see him looking at me while he tongues my clit. I wanted to just make the whole thing a one night stand but he was so good I had to come back for seconds. Big Mistake! All I can say is I thought I had mood swings.
Now it's December and I've hit a dryspell. Woe is me To be honest I feel like buried treasure. I look around the room and think "no one here knows just how lucky they would be to stumble across me." I'm in the bar just looking for someone to have sex with on a regular basis. That's it, that's all I'm looking for right now. Yet somehow, the guys I have been interested in have somehow made that hard. They'll ask for my number and either not call or call and immediately start playing games, upon which I immediately drop them.
I want this to be as plain and simple as possible. Games only complicate things and maybe I'm just an old soul sometimes but I feel too old to be playing games. Playing them makes me feel like somehow I've regressed and I don't want to start taking any steps backward.
Despite all of that I have a date for New years with a really nice guy who was a perfect gentleman on our date and didn't play any games. He asked for my number called me the very next day and we set up a date. I wasn't really planning on dating anyone for awhile but since when does anything I plan actually go the way I planned it?

rm_Stevepa12 69M
2 posts
12/24/2005 5:10 pm

I wish you would give me a chance,


rm_HeismanHero 47M

12/29/2005 7:51 pm

What a fucking shame.

Become a member to create a blog