Ugh  

MissAnnThrope 56F
11679 posts
11/23/2005 11:18 am

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6/21/2006 4:32 pm

Ugh


Why is it when you're down and out the very people who always told you that they'd be there for you in times of stress disappear?

They stop answering your calls, your emails, they disappear from IMs. You find yourself very much alone and feeling like a deer caught in the headlights. A scared puppy at the shelter about to be taken into the euthanasia room. Just completely powerless.

This and the fact I'm working the Bodies Exhibit at the South Street Seaport part time are the reasons I haven't been around for so long. I got unexpected bad news last week, then started that Friday. But of course, they don't want me this week, as they're trying to get the new people oriented. Ugh.

I want to thank those of you who know what's going on and are offering moral support. Everyone else, I could use your best wishes, prayers, good energy shot at me, whatever. I'm petrified at the moment and it's not a good place to be in.

GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11240 posts
11/23/2005 11:58 am

~ warm hugz ~ hopefully your situation will improve soon ... best wishes, my thoughtz are with you


caressmewell 53F

11/23/2005 12:05 pm

I will be thinking positive thoughts for you!


nightstalker172 36M
1258 posts
11/23/2005 12:11 pm

you have my support and despite this try to have a happy thankgiveing anyway.


AlterNative58 58M
126 posts
11/23/2005 3:39 pm

I have no idea what is going on with you personally as I have only been following your blog for a very short time, but let me just say that I DO enjoy reading your "Misanthropic Ramblings" very much. I send positive energy your way.


smartmama 58F

11/23/2005 4:31 pm

Me too, sending positive energy...


popmuse01 35F

11/23/2005 8:24 pm

It sucks, I know. I may not know the situation, but I feel for you!

I may be only 24, but I've gone through a lot in my life (father passed when I was 17) and have had to grow up quickly. I wouldn't have gone through a nervous breakdown at 19 if I'd had a friend who wanted to listen and be there for me.

I bet you are there for said friends when they need it, but they turn around and disappear when YOU need them.

Even though we don't know each other I would be here for you for a shoulder to lean on, or an ear to listen to you with. It's one of my best qualities.

*BIG HUG* Come on everyone...let's give her one big group hug!

I'm leaving the site end of March. To those who want to keep in touch, see blog for details.


digdug41 49M

11/23/2005 8:56 pm

hey stranger where ya been I wish I would have given you my e-mail when we met but I didnt think of it I hope that whatever it is your going through you get through it ok.

roaming the cyber streets of blogland


PrincessKarma 43F
6188 posts
11/24/2005 7:17 am

*HUGS*

If you ever need anything, even if just to vent (especially that) just email me here and I'll be with you.

*says a prayer to the Mother and sends healing/empowering vibes*

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma


MaggiesWishes 60F

11/24/2005 8:23 am

Miss Ann~~
I'll put ya in my "wish chest" and send ya blessings for a better day today and tomorrow! I'm in the area, so hollarback girl!

warm wishes


StreaktheFreak 38F

11/24/2005 9:49 am

missann....i don't know what is going on but i am also here if you need to talk...


MisterPriapus 57M
6980 posts
11/24/2005 1:59 pm

Ms Ann~

It's enough to make a person a misanthrope... oh, wait a sec..!

On this Hallmark Horriday, don't bemoan the schmeg heads in your life who've shown their true colors, be glad for the few real friends that you can rely on.

(Sending Good Vibes as thick and fast as this 52 kB/s dial-up connection will allow)

.

Been a while since they last let me out into polite society. Resurfacing, catching a breath, & catching up.



And while I got my Broad-Brimmed Pimping Hat on, could I cajole all of y'all to Comment on, Alone In A Cloud? It's probably the best thing that I've written!

Lately...

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bardicman 50M

11/25/2005 1:19 am

Good Vibes always to you!!!



I am not dead yet


SpaceRangerNJ 55M
4687 posts
11/29/2005 5:24 am

Sorry to be a Johnny come lately...
Glad to see you are MissAnnThrope "Again".
Must have been a pain to have AdultFriendFinder screw up just when you might have needed it the most. We're all here for you.
Good luck with the new job. Always a fun but stressful time.
Cyber hug to you and yours.
SR


JustSayHi2006 56F

12/3/2005 6:13 pm

Hello MissAnn, I haven't been spending much time on the site lately and I hope your days have become lighter since you posted this entry.
Sending good vibes and warm hugs to you... Reia


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