Glass Houses and Stones - Judging  

MischiefSprite 53F
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7/13/2006 2:33 am

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7/28/2006 1:37 am

Glass Houses and Stones - Judging

"Thank you for not judging," my new A F F friend said to me yesterday. Well, I would say today, but after a very satisfying A F F date tonight, I am still up, wide-eyed and "bushy tailed." My immediate response to her was, "I live in a glass house." She looked to me for affirmation, as we often do with new friends, because she broke her own rule. What I should have told her was this is exactly what life is about to me...breaking my own rules and limitations that I have set upon myself. Life should be that spontaneous. Life should be THAT unplanned and unscripted. Take for instance, this A F F date tonight. Had you asked me a week ago if it would have happened, I would have told you, no way...against the rules. Against the rules of nature and friendship on more than one account. Yet, I threw a stone against the walls of my own glass house and nothing broke. I had a wonderful time and am renewed by the fact that you CAN find a decent, tender, intelligent man on a swinger's site. The stones I've thrown against the glass walls of my own construct have not shattered anything. In fact, I feel happier and healthier than I have ever felt. See, I've been breaking my own rule since January. Although my heart resides with someone who cannot be mine, I will continue to throw stones at the walls. So, my new friend, if you read this: here is a rock...give it your best shot...


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