A Friendship...  

Michael_Nivek 32M
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1/26/2006 6:14 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

A Friendship...


I will not allow myself to stand alone. I feel it again, the painful slip of another grain of sand within the hourglass... once more burying yet another thing I held value to and hoped I would never loose... And yet, here I stand, idly by as I watch the sand fall. No more. I have left my friends to disappear and become lost in the mists of uncertainty and fear before. They reach to me no more... and I to them never again. Why? Why have I allowed it to continue time and time again? There was no choice made by either they, nor I. Instead a lack of decision was left to fester and grow. How? How could I not see it before? Simple. An assumption was made...
I know now a single certainty. Friendship is not based off of space. Nothing is... True friendship, the symbiotic relation between people is not something that formed, or will ever grow or persist where a void exists... an uncertainty, or a fear. I've buried my friends in the sands of time before... all in the name of patients. Space. Do I allow it again... I am. Do I stop it, can I? I will. Never again will the assumption be made that my friends should be without me. I am part of them as they are a part of me, healing, and growing. The looming question of "What if?" will destroy yet another friendship if I allow it. It is my own hand that pours the sand down into the hourglass... It can be my hand to turn it over as well. Slowly or suddenly, it matters not. My assumptions are mine as much as theirs. The void grows. I have all I need to build my bridges... a simple "Hello" will leap the most unfathomable distance. But do I posses the courage, or the strength to wield it? Do they? I do. And my strength will be theirs...

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