I'm Finally Out of the Closet...  

Masseur_0 41M
172 posts
8/31/2005 5:41 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I'm Finally Out of the Closet...

Yes, you read it right. I'd been keeping this a secret since I was in 2nd Grade. Damn it takes so much energy to keep such a desire under cover for so much of your life. Through school I felt the need to listen to angry music and heavy metal in hopes to hide my cravings.
And all throughout my life whenever I saw them I'd have to make stupid fag jokes just to feel like I fit in and keep my cover.

I'va already told my closest friends and they support me. Many of them always wondered but are behind me. It doesn't matter who I like they still love me and will be there for me. I've even told selected members of my family. I'll tell the rest when the time is right.

I apologize to thise of you who I have been speaking to more often and sorry that you had to hear about this in a blog.

But I just can't live in silence anymore. I need to tell the world the news. I need to tell the world that I love Huey Lewis and the News...

Yea yea, I know. You would be shocked especially if you saw my present music collection but I've always loved their sound and especially their horn section. Yea yea, and all those times I said horns are gay was just a weak cover for what I really thought. You may call me a dork but I feel that it really is....dare I say it? Yes Masseur, dare to be free...It really is hip to be square.

OK, for those of you that I've been talking to, if you feel like you don;t know me anymore or you just can't deal with the new me I understand. The whole reason I've been so closeted was because I didn't think anyone would understand. So if you wanna bail out I won't stop you. But for those of you who wanna stay on I can tell you that you are in store for a new, happier, more alive and liberated Masseur...I already feel better....

Alright, I'm gonna go watch American Psycho now, there's some good Huey Lewis songs in the soundtrack....I can't wait. Think I'll make some popcorn....Oh this reminds me of when I always watched Grease with my older sister and all her girlfriends and helped them do their hair. they always said i should be a hairstylist because I had such a passion for it....Hey, i know what yer thinking. But I don't swing that way...fag!...where are my fuzzy slippers?...Im gonna go curl up.....

Ana_6973 43F

9/1/2005 8:07 am

Okay, now you can never knock my Def Leppard fandom again.

~~"I can scream as loud as your last one, but I can't claim innocence."~~

Masseur_0 41M

9/2/2005 7:52 pm

Def Leppard Sucks.....hey I never said I wasn't a hippocrit

in_me_in_U_DEEP 46M

9/3/2005 7:12 pm

hey sweetie,
I came out when i was 43...and I have been having the time of my life...yeah i occasionally get on the pity pot...and i regret all those hot guys I passed up over the years...but I am 49 and at last i am very balanced and kewl with being an older guy with a big thick cock...i don't parade it around but its very nice when some cute guy exclaims " oh my god!" and jumps on his bed on his tummy and points my desire at me...see around babe...we are all waiting for you...: )

Masseur_0 41M

9/4/2005 8:38 pm

Uhh....so Huey Lewis did a number on you too I see....
Did you even read my post?....Well, hey, thanks anyway, it's still nice to be wanted. See ya around....

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