So Am I Really Contrary?  

Mary9241 56F
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8/8/2006 6:47 pm

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8/8/2006 6:54 pm

So Am I Really Contrary?


Is wanting whats expected Contrary? Is expecting to be treated and valued in a " Desent" way more than i should ask? I dont think so, i am a newly divorced Woman, and it all feels kinda strange. Sleeping alone i think has be the hardest thing to get used to, i miss his body heat, i miss his smell, his touch.....the good times. The day our first Child was born, the look of utter devotion on his face at the miricle we had created, my gift to him. How many hours did we spend watching over our Children? far to many to count.....Maybe we just forgot us.
Do i still Love him....yes, would i take him back...not as a gift, sounds harsh doesnt it?. I dont mean it too, but i think the line "She didnt mean anything" just about finished it for me. 22 years of marriage down the tube for someone who didnt "Mean Anything"....how insulting...
Rant over....Im going to have a try at writing something, i hope people will pop in every now and then...

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