you didn't have to say that i am no good this i know  

MartinMartini 37M
126 posts
12/9/2005 3:01 pm

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

you didn't have to say that i am no good this i know


it seems that i may unwillingly embark onto something a little harder than simply stop drinking or smoking i enjoy all the drugs i never did until about a year ago
i am surprise that i am still breathing or evening thinking though it may seem worthless to do the things that i have done but i feel that the year of incredible drugs and drinks may have come to a close which is good for me but i still enjoy drinking for the sole fact of being drunk but now after drinking to forget and escape all the that has bothered me is getting better and i am becoming more happy and i find more annoying just to drink to forget i want to drink for a good reason like i passed my classes or i got a job or something good rather than something depressing

five songs for you who has read this
madness - it must be love
david bowie/queen - under pressure
the magnetic fields - strange powers
lali puna - together in electric dreams(human league cover)
schinder tm - 3000 lights (there is always a light on - morrisey cover)

rm_cockmerollme 45F
1223 posts
12/11/2005 11:45 pm

Someone did a cover of Eletric Dreams? Wow...you know your music...you know, for a hopeless drunk and all. I'm not angry at you, I'm angry because I have so many people in my life that are addicted to...whatever. I am addicted to something too, but I have gotten sick, and cannot do it anymore, and I'm just really, really pissed off about it. Really.

LET'S GO METS!!!


MartinMartini 37M
131 posts
12/12/2005 9:14 am

well thats fine we all have something that we are addicted to but you know what is the most important is that you have someone that is there with you
i was thinking about the albums you posted about the other day
i am going to my friends house to make some mix cds tonight i would make you one but you far away but i'll post the mixes for everyone to read and thank you for saying that it makes me happy


rm_cockmerollme 45F
1223 posts
12/13/2005 9:25 am

Please do that.

LET'S GO METS!!!


MartinMartini 37M
131 posts
12/13/2005 10:35 am

sure someday soon any request that you just can't live with out


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