Why am I awake.....  

MadiCowx 30F
315 posts
8/20/2005 8:15 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Why am I awake.....

I it possible to have insomnia during the day?.... Not necessairly the idea of no sleep, but the idea of your life being perpetual deja vu? Arghh....I'm going nuts here. I don't have a job anymore, and cause of all this crap with Melissa Im out 700$ so I can't get my car insured. So there goes the idea of going and getting a new job! DAMNIT. I wanna work, so bad, i hate sitting here all day with nothing to do...and nothing to smoke! LOL.

Anyone know a way I can make 500$ by Monday? ....maybe I dont want an answer to that....

I miss my "J". It sucks not being able to see him...You ever wonder if the person youre thinking about is ever thinking about you? I think about him all the time...Which is messed up. He's my friend.. thats it...but then why whenever he gets drunk its ok to mess around... but then i get the ohh you're my daughters age...Well if its a problem then dont do it at all! ARGH!

Kinda funny, when he and his friend took me to the Keys last weekend they both got Id'd and I didn't lol. Im 19..."J" is turning 40 in a month....lol. It got to the point that when we were on the beach the guys would send me up to get drinks to avoid the ID diggin hassel.

So...yea. Wow....i've made it two days with this crazy thing..lol. Maybe...blo..blog...damnit.. ::deep breath:: blogging and I have a future together... maybe i should envision this "Blog" man as Tall Dark and Handsome....Im rambling.. ok... I'm gonna go and find an a beer... lol. It's 5'oclock somewhere. More later.
Lets see if that color coding worked...

AmberSolaire 42M

8/20/2005 9:14 am

Yes beers good idea.Thats what I should be doing.

DrGonzo17 36M
34 posts
8/20/2005 10:51 am

lol love the post, frustration depicted very well. lol Hey madi, would you like to get together some time and hang out? Maybe I can help you find a job. Job hunt! lol

eroticneurotic 46M

8/20/2005 11:05 am

Yeah Madi, like Jimmy and Alan said, it's always five o'clock somewhere. Welcome to the blog world, I just started one recently too. You're right about it being a fucked up word, I was thinking the same thing, blog?, what the fuck does that mean?
Hey, do you want to check out the UFC tonight? I already sent you an e-mail about it. We're gonna have a little get together tonight, just let me or Xman know.
Damn that light pink hard to read, but you'll figure it out, you're a smart girl.

eroticneurotic 46M

8/20/2005 11:06 am

that's, "is hard to read" lol

rm_luke69iner 48M
3275 posts
8/20/2005 5:01 pm

Madi who needs a job

All workin for the man ever got me was money, food, and a roof over my head.

I aint going back to work until they come and get me. Or at least until I run out of beers.

S'io credesse che mia risposta fosse
A persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
Questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma perciocche giammai di questo fondo
Non torno vivo alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
Senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo

rm_Screw696969 40M/37F

8/20/2005 5:16 pm

HOLY SHIT! Do I need a serious eye exam or is that damn near impossible to see? Must just be me cause 3 people have already commented. Well I would have left you a better comment but I can't tell what you wrote hunny. Guess I'll check back an other day.

rm_wetnfla 49F

8/21/2005 10:49 am

Hey Mad....I don't think you're going to have any trouble at all meeting people and getting a job....the insurance deal, well that's different. Today is the first time I've gotten into the blogs...but yours is interesting enough!! Good luck w/the insurance, etc. I'm sure you'll find some help!

rm_wetnfla 49F

8/21/2005 10:53 am

ummmm.....yeah, sorry about the "twin" comments...lol Can you tell it's my first time here??

rm_MisterFrumpy 46M
428 posts
8/21/2005 4:33 pm

just highlight it and it turns a nice readable shade of blue

we're here for your moral (and maybe immoral) support madi..you know who to turn to hehe

MadiCowx 30F

8/21/2005 7:47 pm

::throws rocks at Frump:: You have cooties~!
::wink wink nudge nudge::
So..you aure you're 100% behind me on my immoral-ness? heh

eroticneurotic 46M

8/21/2005 10:06 pm

Yeah Frump, thanks for the tip on highlighting, much better.

Madi, what's up girl, had a blast last night, but you better watch that shit talking. Who was it that "almost" passed out right after she was talking trash. ha ha, lol........luv ya girl
Btw, niiice rings

MadiCowx 30F

8/22/2005 11:49 am

Almost sir...almost doesnt count...LOL...shhh tats a secret! lol jk

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