My reasoning....  

MadiCowx 30F
315 posts
11/7/2005 9:14 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

My reasoning....


So I've noticed you've begun to doubt
Whether its me, you, or the sitaution
I'm not sure what it's about...

I may not know how to show it,
But please know that it's there,
So on me don't quit on me baby,
I love you so much
That I swear

Yes I've been burned,
And had my heart broken,
Don't be concerned,
Because my soul you've reopened

I just don't understand
Why you're still with me...
There must be something I just can't see
Blame it on the past,
On being insecure
And for that, sadly
There is no cure

My doubt is not in you
Its in myself
It's something I can do nothing about.
I'm stuck on you like glue...
And never once have I had to question
If what I did was the right thing to do.

I wouldn't trade this for the world,
Not a moment spent with you,
Into my life you swirled
And then we were two.

I guess what I'm asking
Is for you to understand
In a love like this
I'm not used to basking
You're my man,
And I'm your girl,
You have become my entire world

My days have more meaning when you're here...
My only question is...
What will I do when you're no longer here?

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Stolen Words:
donít need a lot of things
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring
Iíve always needed something
But Iíve got all I want
When it comes to loving you
Youíre my only reason
Youíre my only truth

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heavenís gate
Thereís a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you

Youíre the hope that moves me
To courage again
Youíre the love that rescues me
When the cold winds, rage
And itís so amazing
ícause thatís just how you are
And I canít turn back now
ícause youíve brought me too far

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heavenís gate
Thereís a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heavenís gate
Thereís a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do
I need you
I need you

eroticneurotic 46M

11/7/2005 7:55 pm

First of all, I'm glad to see you blogging again. I know you're short on time, between working all of the time and me, but, it's always good to see a new blog from you. Especially this one, it's the best so far, nice comeback, kid.

Second, I'm glad you're feeling a lil' better, it's sucks being sick and coughing all of the time. Now I've got it and it's my turn to be the one coughing my head off. It's funny, I'm typing this as you sleep, not 10 feet away from me right now. You're so cute when you sleep. I guess that Nyquil ish does the job. You're sleeping like a baby and haven't coughed once since you fell asleep.

Now, let's get down to business.

What you wrote here is beautiful and says so much to me, you just don't know. Now, I'm gonna borrow a few of my own words, just part of the poem called "The Wall", that I know you've already read on my blog. But, they say what I need to say right now too.

here's a segment of "The Wall"

Please know, that what I say is real.
My heart is yours and that is true.
I understand the way you feel.
But, trust me now, I do love you.

I won't push or pressure your heart.
Patiently, I'll show you how I feel.
Like me, I know you've been torn apart.
You'll see this love we have is real.

Your love for me, I know is true.
That is something I do not doubt.
I'll show you that mine is too.
Whatever it takes, I'll go that route.

Together, piece by piece, we'll break your
wall, as you have mine, then you will see.
My love will show and you will know,
that you and I were meant to be.

eroticneurotic 2005
______________________________________________________________________

Now, I'll swipe a few words from Keith Urban to finish.

from "Making Memories of Us"

I'm gonna be here for you baby.
I'll be a man of my own word.
Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard.

And I'm gonna love you, like nobody loves you
and I'll earn your trust making memories of us.

We'll follow the rainbow.
Wherever the four winds blow
and there'll be a new day,
comin' your way.
I'm gonna be here for you from now on.
This you know somehow.
You've been stretched to the limits but, it's alright now.

Yes baby, it's alright now.

I Love You Madison

Love, EN

To anyone else who's reading this, sorry if this is a bit sappy, but hey, I love her, what can I say, except that?


fsuliber 42M

11/8/2005 9:10 am

I need some tissues! All jokes aside, I think it is great the two of you have found each other and let us peak into your relationship. GOOD LUCK TO THE BOTH OF YOU!

Welcome back chica...home you are feeling better. Ok, you too EN..lol


MadiCowx 30F

11/8/2005 12:41 pm

Thanks Fsu... Nice of you to drop by....

Nice to see that I'm not pissing everyone off with my "openness" LOL

>MADI<


eroticneurotic 46M

11/8/2005 3:16 pm

Yeah, thanks for the support FSU. I know at one point, you probably felt that I CB'd you. That was never the case, the fact that you are spoken for already is what CB'd you, LOL. Seriously though, thank you and thanks again for the HOS thing. You really helped all of us out alot. We owe you. EN


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