Another weekend survived...  

MadiCowx 31F
315 posts
9/4/2005 8:45 pm

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Another weekend survived...

Chivarly is dead...Right?

So another crazy weekend in the life Went visiting Papa Bear, and thanks to the crazy turn of events and the company I was keeping,
I am SO in that house now.. woot! Rock out with your cock out.. right? Or so says Cor...

Before I get into my rant for the evening, I have to say something about that last post of mine... I musta read that sentance elevenity-billion times, it was something about new learning expereinces and it rocks...But when i read it there was meaningless babble and then ROCKS...First thing I think of, Chris Rock, I SMOKE ROCK! WTF...
Im not sure if not being sober had somehing to do with my reading skills...but if there was any confusion there...its supposed to be something to the effect of "that rocks" NOT I smoke rock...LOL. So now that ive cleared that up....

Being the manly man I am I get to see the great side of guys, farting, fighting, lots of eating, all that good stuff...but now I have run into this FREAK that ::shudders:: opens car doors and lights cigarettes for me! WTF!? LOL. I had my first car door opened for me by a "guy" the other joke

Seems like lately I'm coming in contact with a whole buncha new ish..wait ::sudders:: down with the ish so new stuff.. yea... WERD I think I have soME sleep issues here.. lol I have been up quite a bit lately...And i lose track of time all the time...I had to ask .. ok.. ready for this.. what year it was the other day. Yep....what year is it, go Me! lol

Now, my living situation is messed up, living with the ex, who now has put two and two together
and figured out that the people Im going off and hanging out with are from " oh no the internet"
so that bitch will just post up in his room door locked, signed online while not even around his
computer JUST to piss me off...argghhh.... Now i was just online and he knocked me off so he can hit
up his nightly porn adventure, Poor guy, its gotta be weird having me here, know, he cant get none. lol
::shrugs:: Schmuck...

So many times,
All you told me was lies,
You pretended to care,
And played games with my mind,
I followed your instruction,
Down the path of my self descruction,
But I'd rather be with you,
Then be myself,
Who I am.
Who am I?
I cant beleive I dont know me anymore,
Who am i?
Im being who you want me to be
I can't remember how to be me.


A penny for your thoughts,
A nickle for your words,
And dime to beg your silence....


eroticneurotic 46M

9/4/2005 11:06 pm

As you can see, chivalry is not dead and just because your'e not used to it doesn't mean you should be afraid of it. Some one has to be the balance to offset the other things in your life, like you're living situation like you're speaking about here. Remember the Yin & Yang of life, where there's bad things in life there must also be good things to keep you level or you shall be consumed by the bad ones. Don't hate, appreciate, besides, you deserve it Madi.

eroticneurotic 46M

9/4/2005 11:19 pm

oops, that's supposed to be, "like you're living situation that you're speaking about here"

Madi, it's time to be yourself now, let go of of those chains of the past and know who you are.

You've got your ball you've got you're chain
Tied to me tie me up again
Who's got their claws in you my friend
Into your heart I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock and sweet you roll
Lost for you I'm so lost for you
You can come crash into me
And I come into know the rest

rm_luke69iner 48M
3275 posts
9/5/2005 10:06 am

very wise words from Erotic ... dude you're okay for a guy

Erotic if you're the "Freak" opening doors for Madi, good on you, keep on doing it

Real men treat the women we are with respectfully ... Chivalry ain't dead yet ... that of course doesn't mean we lay down for women that disrespect us though

Wow Madi I've forgotten the month before but not years yet ... I must be doing something wrong

Like the poetry ... keep writing it


P.S. I think you might have a latent desire for Chris Rock ... or maybe you just want to smoke him I'm not really sure

S'io credesse che mia risposta fosse
A persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
Questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma perciocche giammai di questo fondo
Non torno vivo alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
Senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo

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