I Wish I'd Of BLOWN HIM instead of MY CHANCE....  

MILFGoddess 44F
201 posts
7/3/2005 6:55 pm

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I Wish I'd Of BLOWN HIM instead of MY CHANCE....


I wish that there was a switch I could flip off and on to make it stop. If I were still on the pill, I could just skip the sugar pills and keep right on going. That would have worked out GREAT this last Friday night. Sadock76 was here in town to see a friend (not me) and I stopped by his hotel room. Was great to see him. Feel him. Hold him. Kiss him. THEN LEAVE! ARRRGGG! Talk about frustrations! I felt like ramming my car into a telephone pole on the way home. I could kick myself for not thinking of it EARLIER on in our visit...I SOO would have broken my (not-very-solid) "rule" for him.


I always get all these wonderful propositions while "Aunt Flo" is visiting. Men have asked me why I won't. They say it doesn't bother them so it shouldn't bother me. Oh, I DO play when menstruating, I just don't really LIKE to, but I will if there's plenty of soap and hot water around for AFTERWARDS. And it's not that I think it's "disgusting" or "filthy", but in all reality, being covered in blood and other tissue in my nether regions DOES turn me off a little bit and I just like to do a wet clean up on the aisle when I am done. And that's the ONLY way I will do it. And I could have done it Friday night. "D'oh!!!!"

*MILFGoddess kicks herself in the ass*

It's not every day I get to see him. And the time we spend apart only builds anticipation until the next time I see him. I gotta get all I can while I can...once he finds that life partner he's looking for, my fun in the sack is definitely over.

So, I didn't get to make fireworks with my fire fighter this weekend. And now I am upset with myself. Probably won't be any fireworks with anyone else either. Ho-hum. I can hope, though.

I hope the rest of you are having a better weekend than I am. It's turned out to be quite the lonely one with my husband working over time because of the holiday. I am certain other people are getting lucky even if I am not.

wyvernrose 38F
3895 posts
7/3/2005 8:36 pm

Awe Milf I know what you mean sweety....


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