All I want... (Yet I fear I will never have...)  

LoyaltyandHonor 35M/31F
3114 posts
6/6/2005 6:02 am

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All I want... (Yet I fear I will never have...)

All I want…

Where are all the real women?

What ever happened to a woman that can kiss for hours?

A woman that would allow me to rub her down with oil and massage her front and back. Taking the time to hit and lather up every centimeter of her body…

What ever happened to those old make-out sessions? Sure I want to have sex, but I still want a woman that can handle those passionate times of just kissing and fondling each other while pausing off and on to stroke her hair and gaze into her eyes.

My favorite experience with a gal was at the camp I do my community service work at…

We were sitting in the lodge by the fireplace with a nice low level but crackling fire. She lay across the couch and put her head in my lap. I was pretty nervous because I didn’t really know her, but I couldn’t resist the urge to touch her. I tested the waters by just running my fingers through her hair, when she didn’t object I just keep them on moving. She literally just laid there for almost 6 hours straight letting me roam all over her body while she just looked up into my eyes. It was wonderful once I finally started getting my fingers wet… her eyes never left mine even when she let out a moan. Being able to lean down and kiss and suck her nipples was a real thrill… the fact she hard very large ones on a small set of breasts was a very big turn on. The fact I was throbbing in my pants and literally soaked through my pants with pre-cum was a delight. It didn’t phase her at all… she just let me keep on playing!

I would give anything to have that again… a woman that will allow me to show her attention and affection without her having to get him out the second her starts to throb. I guess some of the guys are right, I am more feminine then I should be. I just can not picture myself ever at any point in time having sex unless she will always give me the time to caress her body for awhile before hand. I don’t want just that wet spot… I want her heart and soul as well! From kissing and touching her hair, sucking and kissing her earlobes, down to kissing and sucking on her cute little toes!

Women are beautiful in both body and mind… why can’t I find a woman that will allow me to be the passionate guy that I am?

I am a lover and a fighter…

We do not allow ourselves the pleasure of rough sex because our energy is supposed to be saved for combat. Sex is supposed to be our passionate side… to love all women equally the same as we would our wife.

I guess I blew my chances…

I could have been out partying and sleeping around, yet I chose to volunteer at homeless shelters and children’s centers instead.

Perhaps I desire something that was never meant to be…

Perhaps there really are no women left that desire a man that actually cares about the other people who exist in this world more so then themself…

obedientsub2005 48F
61 posts
6/8/2005 2:29 am

I absolutely love this question. I really miss making out, very very slowly getting to even "first base" as your date finally has the guts to reach his fingers slowly... slowly up to your chest, barely caressing the outside of my top... feeling my nipple go hard, then playing with the nipple... god, the marathon making out sessions that got us both completely frustrated made sex that much more amazing by the time we actually had it....

I think you are definitely on to something here. Love your personality style as well...


bella_ 47F
4030 posts
6/6/2005 10:47 pm your blog responses prove most women are searching out what you are offering and desire. I think as women sometimes we need to adapt to a mans wants. It seems as though men like you are few and far in between. Please don't change. What you want is what I desire, what you are willing to give to a woman is a true gift. Appreciation of another doesn't have to begin and end with intercourse. Truly sensual you are.

juju34single 46F

6/6/2005 3:49 pm

Well, I wish part of the 2% was here where I am.

LoyaltyandHonor 35M/31F
1241 posts
6/6/2005 2:31 pm

I know, my personality profile is true, we only exist in 25 of society and women look at us like we do not even exist within that 2%.

juju34single 46F

6/6/2005 12:45 pm

I thought men like you went extinct a long time ago.
I know exactly what you mean, and though I have hoped to find it, in my area of the world, men like you are extinct.

I think that is why I write my fiction and fantasy, because though physically/mentally/emotionally I can't have a relationship as deep as that (I can still hope though), I can have it in my imagination, and give my characters the life I wish I could have.
I have yet to meet a man that wants to connect on the deeper level than just physical.
Most men don't want that.

LoyaltyandHonor 35M/31F
1241 posts
6/6/2005 11:57 am

To be honest... if I had to choose between loosing my virginity or just being able to make out with a girl... I would rather just make out with her for several hours.

There is nothing in this world that can replace the eye connection (gaze) of a woman, her breath, and the sounds she makes when kissing her body. I know I should not say that since I have not ever been inside of a woman... but I know what I desire and I desire a lot more then just intercourse!

funlvncpleinTN 46M/50F
1 post
6/6/2005 8:12 am

Wow, great story. The long hours of exploring is what I crave most.... I would welcome the attention you freely give.

wyvernrose 38F
3895 posts
6/6/2005 7:07 am

Ohhhhhhhhhhh that's what I am wanting right now.......

and what is boney doing???????

he is laying on the couch watching deep space nine *sigh* lol ohhhhhh well he will be human again by tomorrow lol the poor boy is overworked


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