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I want to be very honest here and open my heart and share who I am. Most of you may be like me, some may not. I have lived long enough, made enough mistakes and experienced enough to form a pretty clear perception of myself and life as we live it. I have been an astrologer for almost 25 year, so people, strange experiences are not uncommon for me. Part of my life has been very normal, the rest an X-File.
I believe that the world needs a sexual revolution. One based in self trust and love. Not on judgement and pain. Too many years did I live in painful expectations of others and society, denying my self, my sexuality and my needs. Tons of guilt and shame. Holding back and controlling...Seldom loving and sharing. This I feel is dangerous because it represses our unique spiritual sexuality. SEx and creativity are very closely related and a free flowing sexuality is healthier then a repressed one.
I have always loved younger women then myself. Not that I have not made love to older women. In my life I have had about 30 lovers. I prefer younger women mostly because they keep themselves fit and are more open. Some I have found to be very mature, aware and open. Others were just experimenting and looking into sex.
Sex without some form of love and caring is just masterbation. I dont just like sex, I enjoy caring and sharing. I personally feel that you can tell almost immediately at times if a relationship can grow. If you can feel the sensuous energy of the other person and see within if it blends harmoniously. Some people may call this lust, but it is more refined and gentlier. It is an intuitive connection that brings into play many feelings.
to be continued
6/24/2005 1:21 pm
I Agree whole-heartedly.|
The whole energy aspect of sexual union is something I am exlporing and devoting my thoughts to at this time.
6/24/2005 1:23 pm
L2L I look forward to your continuance of these thoughts. You have; for me, started to rationalise some of the frustrations that I have experienced in my marriage. I like you am a creative soul although my creativity tends more towards music and writing. In the past few years I have found myself to be completely devoid of any creativity and it just so happens to coincide with the lack of intimacy in my marriage. I met a new friend and lover on AdultFriendFinder 18 months ago and on spending time with her and re-igniting the intimacy in my life I found also that life returned to my creative soul.|
Again like you, sex for me is worthless without a strong emotional tie. But with this connection in play, my creativity flows both in and out of the bedroom.
Thank you again and I look forward to your next post