R.I.P. Psycho Bitch  

Lookng4RealMan 65F
2355 posts
4/4/2006 5:29 pm
R.I.P. Psycho Bitch

I think the psycho bitch can finally be laid to rest. People kept telling me not to dwell on what went wrong, just to move on, but I finally figured out what I did. I sent a CD with a note, much like a note I would send to any of my friends, wishing him well and hoping he felt better. The mistake? I signed it "Love," Me. I didn't mean it the way he took it. I love all my friends, him included, but had always been extremely careful to not say certain words. We agreed on certain terms to our "arrangement" and "Love" was not supposed to be one of them. I cared more than I was supposed to but that's just how I am. I didn't expect him to care back. He used the "relationship" a few times and it scared the shit out of me. I didn't even realize until today that the "L" word had slipped out. No wonder he freaked out the way the way he did. I wish he could have talked to me about it, but at least I think I understand now.(and even if this isn't what really happened, it's what will help me move on, so I'm going with it.)I'm also going to choose to believe that he is/was really sick. He's a great guy and I'd rather continue to pray for him than believe he's a scumbag like that. (I may be in denial, but I'll never know, so I'll live with it.)

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