I can't really go blind, can I???  

Lookng4RealMan 65F
2355 posts
9/1/2006 5:27 am
I can't really go blind, can I???

Third day of vacation and I guess I don't need to look for something to do any more. Yesterday morning I went to the grocery store, came home to spend too much time in front of my computer. Soon after I got something in my eye. It was watering so much anyone else would have thought I was crying. Anyway, I looked in the mirror and found something in it, but since I can only use one hand I couldn't get it out and I hate other people trying to "poke around" by my eyes, which is why I wear glasses instead of contacts, so I would not let my son help me. The eye kept watering, I kept rubbing and playing with it. This morning my eye is almost swollen shut. I guess I need to call the doctor? Looks like pink eye to me (my son had it 6 times a year growing up so I know what it looks like. I'm just not sure if it's the contagious type or not. Or maybe God is telling me to get away from this site or I'll go blind??????

I suppose I should stay away from real people at least until I know if I'm contagious though. So I guess that means my date for tomorrow is off and I guess the other to guys I was supposed to meet while I'm off will be calling any time now too, because that's the way my luck has been running lately.

Seems like every time I meet someone here that I may want to meet face to face, something disrupts our plans. We'll email a lot, talk on the phone, chat, make plans to meet then it happens.... I get sick, they have to go out of town, my cell phone breaks,their computer crashes, one thing after another. It's like all these signs that I'm not meant to meet any of them. I want to believe everything is just coincidence, but my mother did have a kind of scary sixth sense thing going on about a lot of stuff. It kind of worries me sometimes the way I feel about things sometimes that I could have inherited that from her(why not her 5'7" 110 pound body?????). I'll feel so strongly about things sometimes it's scary. Like last year someone from work called one weekend and wanted to borrow some money from me. He was a nice guy and I thought it would be ok. It wasn't much money(I've learned never to loan more than you can afford to lose) so I went to the bank. I started getting so sick to my stomach I almost threw up. I only gave him part of the money he was asking for. Turns out he had gotten fired from his job on Friday and his background check turned up with something wrong. I found out on Monday, that he had made the rounds borrowing what he could from everyone he could. Then he left town. I always trust my gut feeling now, whether I want to or not. My gut feelings tell me I am don't need to meet anyone new because the person I really need in my life, is already there or more accurately was there and I just need to wait for him to come back. My head says I'm wrong, but my gut feeling has been right much more than wrong.

I never thought about it until just now, but the fact that I lost my voice on my wedding day was probably a sign of some kind too??

gentile_sadico 51M
1368 posts
9/1/2006 8:02 pm

you should have an eye wash kit in the house, it really feels nice after i've rinsed out my eyes...

Lookng4RealMan replies on 9/1/2006 9:04 pm:
Thanks, I'll pick one up tomorrow.

Mr_sweetness 44M
2599 posts
9/2/2006 12:29 pm

do not want you to go blind...I need you to see all the naughty things i am going to do to you he he he

Peace, cause there is to much violence and blood shed in the world!!

Love, cause there is to much hate in the world!!

Happiness, cause it feels good and life is to short to be mean and unhappy all the time!!

Lookng4RealMan replies on 9/2/2006 12:44 pm:
It's starting to get better. The eye washes are helping a lot! I want to see AND feel all those naughty things too, you hottie, you!

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