How did I get here?  

Lookin4a3rd76 43M/40F
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7/4/2005 7:22 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

How did I get here?

I guess I've always had an interest in females to some degree, but I never followed that interest on my own. I was bought a lap dance once and that helped me on my way. She told me to kiss her and I got really into it in a matter of seconds. I wish I had gone back there again to see her...maybe more could have happened.

I later met someone on here. It was amazing kissing her and feeling her against me but things were going too fast for me. Unfortunately I got scared away. She turned me on that night though and I was soaked by the time I got home. I suppose 5 hours of making out will do that to someone.

I also felt guilty in that I was almost cheating on my husband so now I'm interested in a threesome. I satisfy my curiosity and hubby gets to see something he never thought he would. Even if he's not involved he'll be turned on.

I wonder if this is the right thing for me. It seems like it, covers all of the bases of desire and as long as no one is expecting anything serious out of the night we're all good. And if we make a new 'friend' that's good too.

Now I just check my email and wait for someone to come along. Send out winks and get no reply. Blah.

Happy 4th everyone,


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