The Rubenesque Chronicles  

Lonely_Afrodite 55F
9 posts
7/13/2005 11:36 am

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The Rubenesque Chronicles

First I would like to say I am a Big Woman and I make that clear to all I have met of planned to meet. That is very important for there are no surprises when I show up. But to my surprise there are many men out there who like .. and I mean really like women of size. In fact to my amazement I have been rejected in some instances for not being big enough. *laughing* Imagine that!!. And the men that care for the Rubenesque women comes in all sizes.

First you have to understand.. I stopped dating for more than 15+ years. I had a child of whom I devoted all my time and energy into. But before that I had a ravenous sex drive and often could not be completely satisfied. That need threatened to drive me close to insanity and despair. I thought something was wrong with me to need so much. After the very joyous birth of my child.. I devoted every ounce of love within me into raising my baby and put the beast of desire asleep. Where there the it laid dormant until recently.

Why should it now awake you ask? My child is 15 and does not need my coddling. As I learn to let go if my child who is growing more independent.. The beast stirs within me from it's 15 years slumber.. and it is hard to make it dormant again. By some fluke I received a e-mail to this AdultFriendFinder site and here I am.. exploring the path to my sensuality again.

lovescout 54M

7/14/2005 9:40 am

well we hope the beast can be satstified. I want all the best for you and hope you find what you need and desire.

rm_JR112877 57M
2 posts
7/19/2005 1:19 pm

should you ask? My life has always been turned around & not in the way I had dream of. I enjoy coddling with a women in many ways & it makes me feel so good. As I learn thou life it makes it easy to feel the way I do. I have thoughts of a child but I never got that far. I stir at the stars alot & wonder where I went wrong then I meet you and you show me how to love. Exploring the path of life has most people wondering at times. All I ever wanted was a women who could see me for more then a doormat & you have done just that.

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