Moving on.........  

Lapkin4u 42F
497 posts
8/25/2005 7:29 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Moving on.........

I sit overwhelmed at all the work to be done around me. In four days I start my classes, which will leave me no time for much of anything. I am in the middle of moving also. I am very excited to get into my new house though. I just wish the timing of everything wasn't so bad. GRRRRR!!!! So I am packing at night when I get home and will spend most of my weekend packing some more. The keys will be in my hand on Wednesday evening and let the moving begin. I will have two days before labor day weekend to move as much as possible. Isn't that stupid? Who the hell moves on Labor Day weekend? I have to make everything so damn difficult all the time! On top of the stress of all of that, I saw the end of a special relationship with someone I have grown very fond of. I am so very sad. It seems like now that I am trying to move on and stop thinking about him so much, that I only think of him more, and everything around me reminds me of him. I miss him so much already, I feel like there has been a death in my family. I'm sure he will move on also and find someone special to share his time with, my only hope is that she is great, because he deserves it more than he will ever know. I will still always have a friendship with him, but I have a nagging feeling that he will end up being the one I let get away. Yet another screw up to add to my neverending list. Truthfully I am looking forward to my classes starting becuase I will be so busy that my mind will be occupied most of the time, leaving no time for pondering. Ok time to change subjects again. Anyway I will be offline for a little while during the move so I just wanted to say, I will be back soon to let you know how the beginning of my fall goes.....I hope everyone enjoys the rest of their summer and if you are traveling I hope and pray that you all will be safe and return to us at your regularly scheduled time! LOL *KISSES*

AmberSolaire 42M

8/26/2005 6:22 pm

Does that mean Im in with a chance again!

Being serious you cant think like that.He is another one that wasnt quite right and had to be got out the way to enable mr fabby super duper to come into your life.

In the mean time my hugs are headed your way.


billybobobbriggs 42M
18 posts
8/30/2005 6:49 pm

Hey Lapkin....

Sorry I missed the group at the baywood... WeirdKinkyGirl says you are a doll and a riot... Maybe next round.

I would however like to extend my assistance for your moving escapade this weekend if you need some help. Have pickup, will travel, so to speak. Let me know if you would like a hand strongarming boxes and furniture, or transport via pickup this weekend. I have a wedding to stand up in Saturday, but have all sunday and monday (day off for labor day) to assist should you need a helping hand.

You don't know me from Adam, but I think you are a very well spoken, kind-hearted individual, so helping you would be a pleasure. Mean ppl suck, nice ppl rule.
If you would like to contact me just drop a line to my handle at the hot mail.......

Take care,

giggidy1969 47M
43 posts
9/1/2005 11:38 pm

Where are you moving to hun?
Closer to me I hope? ;D

rm_jr0428 43M
34 posts
9/2/2005 7:54 pm

Good luck Babe! We all hope you get everything you want and deserve! I'm sure you will come out on top! Don't worry about your relationship, I'm sure He's missing you as much as you are him! Time will tell! You know he will miss you! Somethings change but the friendship remains!

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