shit on my mind  

Lamorenita22 33F
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4/20/2006 8:13 am

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5/6/2006 11:54 am

shit on my mind

I got 1 week and a half left before my husband comes back. Can't you just feel my excitement? Lmao!!! This weekend is my last free weekend so I figured I would kick back have a couple drinks and enjoy being with my friends. Because when he gets back my life will go back to what it was cooking, cleaning, and getting away from him whenever I can. So far its been fun to be able to come home when I want and leave during the day but it still sucks because I live with my brother in law and his wife and they will be snitching on me. But I dont really care because I'm grown and if they dont like anything I do they can kiss my ass. Now I'm trying to figure out how to get atleast half my life in order but I undestand that it will take me alot of time to do that. I'm hoping that this time apart has taught my husband that we are better off being apart. But knowing his ass it will be a miracle if he starts thinking like that. Shit he has his 10 year residency what else does he want from me! I just cant believe I spent so much of my time trying to make things work and then when I gave up on that I'm spending time trying to hide my dirt. I know myself well enough now that I know I will be ok without him and I will be happier. When I met my husband I didnt believe in cheating now I understand why people do it but in the end we hurt other people and ourselves. Sometimes its worth it if you find someone that actually cares for you but sometimes that other person may just see you as someone they can use. Its sad how we let people use us not just in sexual relationships but in life period. But anywayz wish me luck I'm hoping Saturday turns out to be fun (Im praying) I want a drama free Saturday! I want to sip on my Jose Cuervo listen to music enjoy my friends company and chill. Anyone who trys to cause drama will have a beer bottle chucked at their heads and I will be the one throwing the bottles and I will not miss!

n0tatalker 39M

4/20/2006 9:13 am

God bless marriage! Welcome to the blogs!

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