Clear my mind  

Lamorenita22 33F
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2/7/2006 10:25 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Clear my mind

Today I came here to clear my mind! My life has been kind of crazy! We finally filed our income tax and my husband is determined to go to El Salvador part of me is excited part of me is scared shitless. I hate air planes I hate being in a car with him and I dislike my mother in law and this time I will be in her country on her turf! I hope I can take my cigarretes with me because if I cant Im going to go nuts! Thats going to be 3 weeks away from my Mom and my friends. Even worse Im not sure when we r going! His mom lives in the country and she doesnt have indoor plumbing when she came here she didnt know how to turn the sink on and flush the toilet. So when I go over there I have to use a well and use an outhouse. Does anyone feel my excitement? I know I will be bitchy because I wont be getting laid by anybody except my husband and u all probably know that if I had a choice between him and a removeable shower head I would choose the shower head in a heartbeat. And he wont be letting me out of his site I already know that! I will atleast try to have a good time while I am there and I will take one of those portable ashtrays with me incase I have to sneak a puff or 2 when know one is looking. Thats the only way Im going to be able to stand my Mother in law. She will be too busy insulting me and being tinkled pink because I will be on her turf and she will be calling the shots. I already know there will be issues! I will be in a foreign country staying with women who raise and kill their own animals (nothing against women who do that) but come on Im a city girl! I wont even clean a fish out! Hell maybe something good will come out of it and Im worrying over nothing. He doesnt want to go till April so I have time to mentally prepare myself and try to make a couple "new friends" that will miss me for the 3 weeks I will be gone. Suggestions anyone?


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