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I FUCKING GIVE UP...........
I FUCKING GIVE UP...........
...well here i thought I hit on someone, local, claiming to want a possible relaationship. He seemed out of place (for this site! lol ).
started IMing off site with him for less than two days. In chatting with him for 2 hours the first day, we learned bits and pieces.... for one, he at first did have a pic of his penis posted as 2nd photo.... then said he felt funny about that and took it off. When he asked what i was looking for: told him -- a friend, buddy, someone to go to dinner, movies, if we have chemistry: sex, if LTR developes, ok. We both stated we really dont have the desire to get married. Sounded good so far. I kept getting little odd instintive "hints" that he may just be very uncomfortable about meeting ANYONE new...... but being the overly-nice asshole I am, I felt like I'd still like to meet him in person.
He offered lunch on Saturday at a place that turned out to be very close to me..... he jokingly (?) said, No fair, I have to drive farther. Ended the conversation last night with me telling him I'd like to talk on the phone the next day.... he said, "We'll see...."
?????????? Well the conversation tonight started slow.... I was too tird to even want to try to keep a conversation going by typing for several hours, asked him if he wanted to chat on phone tonight --- he says, Not yet, it's too soon.
(WHAT THE BLOODY FUCK???) Like he thinks I'm going to get in my car and stalk him?? But we had a standing lunch date in two days?? Was he planning on eating at a different table??
After the phone refusal.... quite frankly, I got pissed. (and u DO NOT want to see this redhead go off on a rant. I can put up with a lot of shit.....) Then he coems back with instead of going to lunch, lets meet at a bar/club closer to him for drinks. I didnt answer.... I think I was in shock like, "Here we go again."
I just stopped chatting because quite frankly, I was speechless.... and if u know me, that dont happen any too often.
About 10 minutes later, he kept trying to IM me.... I was unsure whether to just tell him to fuck off or tell him what he was saying was pissing me off. He finally got a response from me when he said he wasn't into strange ... maybe he called me strange or bizarre (??). He said well he knows what he's wants. I shot back, Hey I know what I want too.... i thought i found someone normal but ur allready showing signs (of what? being a simple man, changing plans to make it more convenient for you?? ). Told him, no I am not bizarre, strange, etc... i know what I want in a man (and it really is NOT much more than just someone who'll treat me decently).
Then he threw back , Why do u think I didnt give u my phone number?
Again...... WHAT THE BLOODY FUCK??? If a guy refuses to even talk on the phone with me BEFORE we meet.....am I the one with the problem???
And again, this is one of the guys who says he never gets any "real" responses from women here.
He kept trying to IM me.... I just ignored him and blocked him. I dont need to waste my time fighting with someone who i have not yet met face to face, or with any man if i have bigger balls than him!
So once again, I just turned off my profile... that's it for me!! I think I'm better off alone.
12/1/2005 7:34 pm
Well, I hope this doesn't mean that you are going to stop blogging also, because there really ARE some nice guys that are for real out here. I'd hate to see you leave Blogland. I've enjoyed visiting your blog.|