The sun: mark of the dark rose  

MsLoveRose 33F  
2019 posts
1/17/2006 10:21 am

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The sun: mark of the dark rose

There were nights
When I fought tears
Stared at the phone
Watched the door
listened for footsteps
Needing you
Wanting you
I was hurting
Longing
For that familiar touch

Love, the dark rose

bound by your words
your soul
that chased my
sanity
my unhealed wounds

Busy were your days
Hurried were your nights
You had many unfinished
Matters
Your heart wanted more
Your mind sought comfort
Your soul cried to me

In my dreams you were there
I could taste you
Feel your eyes on my skin
Smell you on my pillows
Your shadow etched on the walls
Laughter echoed in the air

Love is a dark rose

I understood
I believed
I comforted
I answered
I loved

Free with my spirit
Giving with my soul
My all was yours for the taking
Everything you looked for
*the best thing since sliced bread*

Your words were there
Sunrise you make me feel
BRAND NEW
Amazing
You are a jewel
The apple of my eye
The beauty inside me
you whispered
Love was a dark rose


Interest slipped
Blind by the truth
Everything I had to say
Fell on deaf ears

Numb I became
What kind of fool am I?
When you so easily set me aside?

We made love
Sweet sweet love
I Lost my breath
Gave you my essence
Sent you on an orgasmic escape
When you screamed my name
Suddenly there was

No time
No friendship
No love

NO more
Love
of the dark rose

It was so simple
But you made it hard
Loving you feels
Like a battle

I am NOW free

My nights warm
I glance at the phone
Smile
Remember the good times
When it rang and I smiled
With your welcoming hello

Each day the pain lessens
Each sunrise looks a little brighter
I have made an attempt to be free
I will not hide
I will grow
I will smile

The phone rings
*silent
There is a knock at the door
*silent
A message in the mailbox
*silent

NOW you love me
Now you see
Now you want
What you gave up
You spent all your time
Searching
Waiting
Looking for a break
That would make it ok
Running on empty
Your piece of mind
That lingered within me
Searching
Needing
The endlessness that you feel
The need for comfort
All that you had
With me

Your eyes cant hide
What your lips wont say

You had the love
Of a dark rose

You finally see
Your love
That was on hold
That was reserved

Is in the here and now
Your bittersweet madness
Craving
Your restless nights
Your dreams filled

Now what are the chances
That my heart has waited??

You didn’t even say goodbye
You didn’t even say I’m sorry
You just left, moved on

Now you want me
In the arms
Of the very same arms
That let
Me
Fall
And walked away from me
Walked away from love,

The dark rose


© LS 2006


live more, laugh often, love much


rm_FreeLove999 46F
16127 posts
1/17/2006 11:07 am

makes me wanna whack him hard upside the head, repeatedly and i am not prone to violence (except in words).



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MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
1/17/2006 11:15 am

oh i know what you mean free!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

live more, laugh often, love much


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