20-something and STUPID!!!  

LaSeyneSurMer 32F
11 posts
4/19/2006 9:34 pm

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4/26/2006 9:44 pm

20-something and STUPID!!!

Oh lord jesus save me from men and their best intentions.
So my boyfriend sorta hate fucked me the other night while i was stoned and watching 80's porn that we borrowed from a neighbor. It was hot but not the kind of sex I would enjoy sober... unless I was Really angry.

he tried to have anal sex, you know, the sneaky kind. Your stoned, he's drunk, your going at it... its kinda rough and he starts fingering your ass and then BOO!He tries to sneak it in.

Now granted I am sure there are plenty of women who love having penis shoved up their ass. Unfortunately I am not one of them. I have done it before drunk and I thought I was being murdered... Death By Anal Intrusion. yeah so, afterward he says, "Gee Keri, I thought you like it rough."

ok well. whatever. I guess I'm a big baby.

So My boyfriend Is Commitment scared. and he says he needs a month to think about whether or not he can handle a long term commitment. So we are going to date for 3 more weeks and at the end he is either going to stay with me or leave me.
-uh... oookkkaaayyyy. <--- thats what my dad said too.
And of coarse John says the nicest thing possible in any given situation.
...He thinks he is a bad influence and doesn't deserve me... and if I weren't with him then I could be with someone else who could give me the world on a bed of roses.
blah, blah, blah...
Feels like a SeXy reality TV show. right?


rm_kelli4u2dew 41F
5220 posts
4/19/2006 10:32 pm

Sounds like he wants to keep getting laid until you finally figure out that he's not a keeper ... in a month, he'll tell you he needs more time ... just my opinion.

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