"What Am I To You?"  

Kokomo1963 46M/53F
42 posts
4/21/2006 10:19 am
"What Am I To You?"


So with this one song, by Norah Jones, I had an complete ephiphany yesterday. I was scoping out profiles and had used different criteria, and there--big as life--was a profile of my ex-BF. And in the blink of an eye, I realized that I just wasn't over the butthead. Which would explain my feelings of wishy-washiness about dating, sex, relationship, blah-blah-blah. It's been months and still all that emotion just comes spouts up like Old Faithful. I'm pretty sick of mooning over this guy and having him take everything that we had together for 14-15 months, stomp on it and move on without so much as a backwards look. Of course that might fall into the category of "how the mighty have fallen" because I never seemed to get so attached in past relationships. And I know it's a 'process', like anything, but I just want to be over this guy and move on and be happy again--without him!

I have met some nice people on here in the past week and that is a plus, so that's the positive side of this week. Especially my newfound penpal, who keeps me going in many ways!

Trying to work on some new pictures to post with my blogs, but having technical difficulties (I know it's operator-error, but that just makes it all the more frustrating! LOL. ) So stay tuned.

Long weekend ahead and right now I'd really like to just crawl under a rock and sleep it away! But that won't work and by tomorrow I'll probably feel differently (thank goodness).

lovetolovemilfs 35M

4/26/2006 7:58 am

Sounds like you need some cheering up!!
I HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT WEEKEND AND FIND A MAN OR SOMEONE WHO CAN ALWAYS CHEER YA UP!


rm_blonde4u64 52F

4/29/2006 9:11 am

He must have been an awesome lover to have you feeling like this


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