Hello, Hi there and Howdy  

KhaosKitty 42F
109 posts
12/7/2005 7:16 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Hello, Hi there and Howdy

So, I've been away for a while, for one reason and another. But now I appear to be backish. The fiance and the affair are still in the picture. The pervert occasionally. And now someone old/new is chasing me. Fun, fun.

But I'd be soooo bored without them.

I find myself spending much time alone and lost in thought. I am seriously doubting that the fiance will stay in the picture much longer, all things considered. Now I have to decide whether or not to move on with the relocation to Colorado? Or do I stay here in Texas where I am decidedly happier than I have ever been up there?

I've been forced to examine closely my reasons for moving lately. To be honest, I find that I am moving to get away from the affair. Which doesn't convey the actual emotions behind it. You see, I am leaving so that I can let him get on with his life. He presented the solution of me just finding somewhere else to work. I realized, however, that it would end up hurting me more. You see, much as he professes to care, he doesn't make time for me. Which tends to make me think he doesn't really care. And that hurts like a bitch, as I'm sure my formerly loyal readers will realize.

Which means that if I decide to stay, I'll need to find someone to distract me. Or perhaps to take his place entirely. Just an interesting thought.

HughJarse2000 47M

12/12/2005 4:30 am

Must be planetary . Lots of folk took a break Oct Nov Dec. Strange.

I can't comment on this post though Kitty. I never did get to a point of understanding all the different men in your life , and now you think it might be time for one more. I lost count already.

Gitachef 75M

1/26/2006 12:45 am

Kitty oddly enough Ive been going through very much the same thing. The only difference being that I have just moved back to Austin from Colorado. I was there for twelve years and do love it and the people there, but I have nothing much to show after twelve party filled ski bumming years.

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