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People!! Jul 2, 2005 2:57 am
Hey I just noticed that there were people at my blog, imagine that!! Kewl, for those of you are traversing my ramblings post any qyestions you have. It might help give some direction to the this thing. I was a bit bummed about the whole meet and greet thing, but now I'm stoked! Hopefully this will help the masterbation! Well until next time then. Oh yeah forgot a quote huh? Well, I'm too buzzed to thing of anything too intriguing, but I'll leave you with this poem.
Invictus (<- Latin for unconquered)
Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods maybe
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloodied, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms the Horror of the shade,
And yet the manace of the years
Finds, and shall, find me unafriad.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishment the scroll,
I am the master of my fate
I am the captain of my soul.
by Ernest William Henley
Meet and Greet Jul 2, 2005 2:39 am
Met some interesting people. I'd hit the clubs with Bolo, but he's busy with other stuff atm. Handful of women there that might pose some opportunities, but mostly not interested. I ddin't recognize anyone from their pictures. Though guess since I haven't gotten my lazy butt around to posting one I shouldn't throw stones. Anyways felt like mostly a social group of freaks, which givne my hermit like existence lately isn't all bad. Well still have a buzz, hopefully that helps sleeping. Played darts most the night, which was fun and all, but not why I went, though the alternatives when I got there weren't that much better, so proabaly time well spent. Think I'll probably do some code tomorrow, or stop by the dojo for some excersize, cause doesn't look like sex at least from AdultFriendFinder is going to be much of an option. Pity. It was fun though. If you've never been, the one here in Pheonix is pretty casual so jeans and T is fine, in case you were wondering. I was a bit overdressed, thought more along club scene. Well at least I got a great deal on my kenneth cole's. Then again there are probably some interesting members that didn't make an appearance tonight so too soon to write it off as a total loss. Well guess it's back to masterbating... though with my current mood reminds of "and masterbation 's lost its' fun..." Beck. Well night all, or one or just the cyber ether.
July 1 0245 still no sleep Jul 1, 2005 2:56 am
Well talked to an old fuck-buddy on-line today. She's in a relationship now, but not getting enough to satisfy her sexual requirements. My company has a branch there, but don't know when I'll be going there for training. Really sucks, cause she's about the horniest woman I've ever had the pleasure of satisfying. Plus no strings!! Bah could've would've, who knows?
Going to my first meet and greet tonight. Looking forward to meeting some interesting people. I'm still unclear if this is going to be a social gatherings of fellow freaks, sex addicts or however you want to classify yourself.
Perhaps if I actually get a reader, I might post about my crazy hedonistic summer that turned out to be a psycho and the trauma of that. Well it was an interesting experience, but gratefully that it is done.
INSOMNIA REALLY SUCKS!!
So much to do.... I think I'll go jerk off again and lay on my bed for a while.
Goodnight you freaks, and hope you're all having mind-blowing sex, though odds are against it, still a worthy goal.
Hum a final thought, "An unexamined life is not worth living" ~Socrates