Kaliedascope61 41M
3157 posts
6/24/2006 8:44 am

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6/30/2006 5:38 am



Have you noticed how things are changing, that there are so many new faces and blogs, of course you have.

A revolution has begun so much interest in the lives of others, the dramas that are played out, even acted out. It gets old, it gets tired, and I stay in my own blog when that happens, and then when I lose my focus, I go back out, and I read and devour the lives that are laid out there. I read about the fun, the happiness, the pain, the desperation, it's all a circle for me.

My watch list revolves. There are only 3 blogs that have been on there since the beginning of my blogging in January. I'll watch until I feel I need a change, I have made real friends through here, and the blogs I will keep are increasing. I love the randomness, I love being able to find people that are feeling what I feel at any given moment, and my mood changes often.

I hope that when it is my turn to move on from these blogs I will know it, that I will feel I have said everything that I possibly could, that I will feel satisfied with it and be able to begin other projects. I look at this as a test, and when I think about it, yes I do have an idea of what I'm doing here.

I write my little stories, and judge it by your reaction to it. Comments are important to me, with out them I don't know if I had accomplished my goal of making you feel something you didn't intend. To me that is the greatest power, to be able to use description and putting words together in a way that makes your mind see exactly what I want. Everything is a puzzle. (Don't laugh NSA, you know it's true!)

Maybe someday I can turn all this into something else. I could bind it up, and put in-between leather sleeves. Wouldn't that be something I could hang my hat on? I always wondered why I needed that, to bring it all out, to show it all to anyone who will read. It is probably because I am a ham.

Real life, I want to capture that, I want to read it. I want to see it in all its gory detail, and most of all I want to live it. I have known bliss, and I have known pain that ate away at my very core. I know what it is to raise up out of the ashes and spread fiery wings in triumph and I know what it is to fall in disgrace and land hard upon my own pride. I want more, I always want more.

I recommend that we use this sight to its fullest, to explore everything we can, that we find friends, and lovers, and we open up. Lets be who we are, the real people that live inside. Let's figure out what we want through exploration, discover new possibilities. I am always looking to do something that I thought I couldn't do before. I am a daredevil with my heart. Because I know that no matter what happens it is never really broken, Time does fix things as long as I move forward.

Told you my mood changes often and quickly, what started out as an observation of blogs turned into a little something about me. I want more, a lot more.

WildWon1982 34M

6/24/2006 10:01 am

I've been looking for lovers that will "open up" for a year, bro. But at least I got some friends out of the deal.

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/26/2006 6:29 am:
thats the key...keep making friends.

MWWwantmore 51F

6/24/2006 12:04 pm

I have to say this is a great post. I myself have made more friends through the blog than I did with my profile. Although the first friend I made through my profile is the one who got me hooked on blogging. I enjoy reading the blogs as often as I can and hope people enjoy reading mine.

Even though I had to start all over again GRRRRR!

I'll have a cafe, mocha, vodka, valium latte to go please!

Good girls go to heaven.....bad girls go down!!

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/26/2006 6:30 am:
blogging rocks.

BaronessK 52F

6/24/2006 12:47 pm

Personally, I luved the being led, hand in hand, down a garden pathway....

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/26/2006 6:30 am:
I been doing a lot of gardening lately...wierd.

HBowt2 58F

6/24/2006 4:17 pm

know where you are coming from........the reaction is just too good to play safe....maybe we can write ourselves into sanity on this site...who knows...

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/26/2006 6:31 am:
I'm afraid of sanity.

LustyTaurus 48M  
21253 posts
6/24/2006 10:05 pm

    Quoting HBowt2:
    know where you are coming from........the reaction is just too good to play safe....maybe we can write ourselves into sanity on this site...who knows...
I stay mostly sane by hanging around the blogs...

TheRealThing655 48F
9558 posts
6/24/2006 10:32 pm

I really liked this post. I can't believe how much I have learned through the blogs, and the friends I've made. It's a special place....aside from the drama here and there.

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/26/2006 6:32 am:
Its on little world isn't it?

rm_chanda69 47F
418 posts
6/25/2006 8:55 am

i don't comment much here, mainly because my style of writing is much less eloquent. i seldom find words that flow as yours do, but i do love the way it touches me to read here. i am exploring myself here, & it is an amazing experience.
be reading ya'



Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/26/2006 6:33 am:
comment anyway, Just tell me how you felt about it, tell me what you were doig before you read it, and then tell me if It changed anything in you.

Sorceror07 54M

6/25/2006 10:27 am

excess in moderation lol!

...That which does not kill me merely pisses me off!...

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/26/2006 6:34 am:
You got it bro!

meerkittykat 42F

6/25/2006 12:37 pm

I made a resolution to myself to write more; to return to a childhood activity that brought me great pleasure. I've been able to do that in the blogs, touching comedy, pain, love, heartache, fulfillment and satisfaction in many topics.

Along the way I've made some friends.

I am a lucky bitch.

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/26/2006 6:34 am:
I love lucky bitches!

southrnpeach333 50F

6/25/2006 12:52 pm

i always love stopping in for a visit to your blog every now and then. it is one of the keepers.

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/26/2006 6:34 am:
I dig your new pic, I miss your comments.

534 posts
6/25/2006 4:19 pm

Wow....great your style..truly....I read it three times (amazing)....

Thanks for sharing....~Daisy~

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/26/2006 6:35 am:
I hope you come back for more.

absolutelynormal 56F
6563 posts
6/25/2006 7:43 pm

When I got here, I thought you'd been here for a long time, you wrote so much better than I did and still do. The faces may change, and there will be people that we all miss but online stays the same, at least to me. There will always be drama. Like they say on TNT, Life is Drama Mac

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/26/2006 6:35 am:
Isn't that the same channel with all the wrestling?

impish_pixie 54F
6867 posts
6/25/2006 8:31 pm

I am a daredevil with my heart. Because I know that no matter what happens it is never really broken, Time does fix things as long as I move forward

This I understand and fully agree with you. Enjoy your writing, I'll be back.

I make mistakes, I am out of control & at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. ~Marilyn

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/26/2006 6:36 am:
I can't wait to see you again

pragmaticCTcpl 61M/50F

6/26/2006 8:03 am

Blogging is just a small window into the people that we all are. I enjoy reading what people are thinking/feeling and it has brought some very wonderful people into my life.

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/26/2006 8:09 am:
Me to, and its a big reason why I enjoy doing it so much

absolutelynormal 56F
6563 posts
6/26/2006 10:45 am

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/26/2006 8:35 am:
Isn't that the same channel with all the wrestling?

Noooo, I don't watch wrastlin! It's the station with Law and Order!

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/27/2006 5:39 am:
Ohhhh that station!

clitalicious67 49F

6/26/2006 4:28 pm

Not only do I want more...I want it ALL....

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/27/2006 5:39 am:
You been listening to queen again?

digdug41 49M

6/26/2006 4:36 pm

I think you do just that your a good writer man and I always like diving right into your train of thought

roaming the cyber streets of blogland

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/27/2006 5:39 am:
thank you dugs, I appreciate that.

moonlightphoenix 45F
6508 posts
6/26/2006 5:55 pm

Really, really beautifully written. I dont' usually check out the most popular blogs, a little because of jealousy, and a little cause I figure they've got enough people already that I prefer to use my powers to promote the new bloggers and encourage them.

I love having the inside view of people's lives and how their brains work (or don't). I love seeing who's checking me out, and every single comment is a thrill.

Pay it foreward, I say!!

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/27/2006 5:42 am:
I used to think that too, but the people on the list rotate. I was on there for alittle while, now im not. Good bloggers get alot of attention simply because they deserve it, they write interesting things that inspire people to comment. but the list will always rotate slowly as fads come and go.

NSAAddict 42F

6/26/2006 8:16 pm

sweet post Kalie, I share your sentiments for this place and I wasn't laughing really... giggle... giggle...

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/27/2006 5:43 am:
I know you got a little chuckle.

Nina_Dee 61F

6/27/2006 9:47 am

I've noticed the changes since I have been away. good or bad, I will read a blog and if it is of interest, I will comment - your blog is well thought out. A very rare find these days.

Kaliedascope61 replies on 6/27/2006 11:01 am:
Thank you for saying so, I really appreciate it.

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