In Six Days  

Kaliedascope61 41M
3157 posts
4/28/2006 1:36 am

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In Six Days

In Six Days

Tell me what you will, because I have to know the truth inside of you.

This morning I have woken into a bombardment of thoughts, it is an exciting time and in the next six days I am going to be wrecked with passion, nervousness, anxiety. I woke up feeling a lot better then I did when I fell asleep.

I want you,
I want you so bad
I want you,
I want you so bad
It's driving me mad
It's driving me mad


It is because you will read this when you wake up. It is because you helped make me feel better. Because you let my tears falls, and then gave me my laugh back, you let the smile return to my face when I couldn't even breathe. I am in heaven when you lay beside me because you want to.

I never been so wonderfully me, you, want some more

I once saw the future, I saw it as black clouds and flashes of lightening that left glimpses of terrible beginnings. Someone once tried to tell me,

"I can see through your darkness and see the light that is you. That is how I know I love you"

Those words mean nothing to me. I do not care if I can be seen. I thought on it, and replied.

"You can see through it, but she lifted those dark clouds, that is how I know I love her"

I stop and I stare too much
Afraid that I care too much
And I hardly dare to touch
For fear that the spell may be broken.


There are so many blank pages in my note book. All the useless pain, and anger, page after page filled with what I had thought I wanted. I no longer see those words, those feelings have passed.

I want you to love me
He whispered about to speak
And he wonders out loud
How feelings so strong
Make the body so weak.


My eyes have opened and I can see the blue, the purple, the orange, the red blood of my heart coursing through and waking up my entire body. I feel with everything from my wiggling toes to the wind blowing through my hair. So smile sweet princess, For the first time I have woken up in the middle of the night, not because of some dream or restlessness but because you put me to bed to early.


Anything Box
The Beatles
The Cure
Depeche Mode
Nickel Creek



tillerbabe 55F

4/28/2006 2:05 am

I'm breathless..that's so kewl! And.. I get it!!


rm_metalmama69 42F
3878 posts
4/28/2006 4:18 am

I get it too! AWESOME!!!!
I'm down to ten days now


rm_cant_be_true 38M

4/28/2006 4:29 am

thanks... i guess


angelofmercy5 58F
17881 posts
4/28/2006 6:15 am

This was beautiful......but I guess I didn't get it.


wickedeasy 66F  
25377 posts
4/28/2006 6:26 am

11 hours each one longer than the last - beautifully realized

You cannot conceive the many without the one.


MOfunNOWWOW 55F

4/28/2006 6:30 am

early to bed, early to rise


MOMO
just a squirrel trying to get a nut


pet_humility 48F

4/28/2006 8:17 am

Loved it!
Also like the picture alot.
Theres just something about a woman
with wings, wether good or evil


aascrompn 42M
6444 posts
4/28/2006 10:26 am

I love this post! Great research and presentation!


waerlookin4fun 50M/46F

4/28/2006 3:38 pm

I love it!!! Thank you for writing such beautiful blogs


caressmewell 53F

4/28/2006 4:52 pm

Nicely done.


Kaliedascope61 41M
4084 posts
4/28/2006 4:54 pm

    Quoting aascrompn:
    I love this post! Great research and presentation!
this is the blog style I have adapted myself too. presentation huh? maybe I should start doing these on power point or something.


Kaliedascope61 41M
4084 posts
4/28/2006 4:56 pm

    Quoting pet_humility:
    Loved it!
    Also like the picture alot.
    Theres just something about a woman
    with wings, wether good or evil
I like the ones with the black wings the best, but they are getting harder to find.


Kaliedascope61 41M
4084 posts
4/28/2006 4:58 pm

    Quoting waerlookin4fun:
    I love it!!! Thank you for writing such beautiful blogs
I hope you keep coming back. I don't respond to a lot of the comments I get, but I hope that doesn't stop you from letting me know what you felt about whatever It is you read.


rm_gerson42 52M
2419 posts
4/28/2006 6:54 pm

Thanks for sharing that post Kaliedascope.
My mind sees patterns as I scroll through the blogs. Your prose gives a certain depth to the intended message. Interesting how the backlight casts itself across you in your photo.
Thanks again.


mangomamiCT 41F

4/28/2006 10:16 pm

I want you to love me
He whispered about to speak
And he wonders out loud
How feelings so strong
Make the body so weak.

my favorite part


Kaliedascope61 41M
4084 posts
4/29/2006 6:03 am

    Quoting mangomamiCT:
    I want you to love me
    He whispered about to speak
    And he wonders out loud
    How feelings so strong
    Make the body so weak.

    my favorite part
the song is called the green and the gray by nickel creek, check it out, I highly reccomend it.


Sweetpickles69 47F

4/29/2006 8:57 am

Thanks for opening my eyes to new music!

Peace,
Pickles


meerkittykat 42F

4/29/2006 9:07 am

Kalie--
You write so well about desire and overwhelming want. I'm experiencing the same in my life, and your words ring very deeply in me and help me express it.

Thanks for sharing.

meer


_RoSe_ 47F
994 posts
4/30/2006 4:37 pm

Very Nicely done. Your blogs are always a treasure to read.

"A life without passion is not a life; it is merely an existence."
~Rose~


rm_rosedepend 41M
1 post
7/5/2006 1:29 pm

hi i want see sex or gril


Kaliedascope61 replies on 7/6/2006 6:37 am:
I can't have sex on the grill, I'll burn my ass!

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