non-stressed pain  

KMA5 40M
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2/14/2006 11:29 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

non-stressed pain

Two days ago, I attended yet another funeral. I wasn't as hateful towards living things this time but I had another revelation about my selfish tunnel visioned focus.
I am almost 30 and the few funerals I have been to were either distant relative, friend or (worst case) my grandparents. I was too young to feel the ultimate loss of my grandparents; I only had 2 to lose in my lifetime because the others passed when my parents were still young. I start to think now about how the family members must feel; I'm just a friend of ffamily while these people have knownthem for their whole lives. It isn't as important on the scale of caring but it has me thinking how things will be for me. Soon, those I care about within my family will start to disappear.There will be much mourning and mostly everyone on my mom's side is in the church that means no alcohol at the wakes.
Putting yourself into an overview of many people shows just how special life is. THe progress IS present,people. Time will move on without you. There is very little time to be worried about shyness or dishonesty. Live life well, fellow bloggers. Don't waste any opportunities
Oh yeah, I spit on the over commercialized day reserved for love, candy and those too lazy to openly express their feelings in months when not required of them. Happy Heart Week and for those still Celebrating, Happy Bob Marley Week


caressmewell 53F

2/15/2006 7:12 pm

Happy Bob Marley Week to you to.


MISS_KINK 38F

2/15/2006 9:05 pm

And a very Happy Heart Week to you.


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