dammit  

KMA5 40M
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9/24/2005 1:36 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

dammit

Have you ever had one of those family members you always said "Yeah, I'll be over later" and then never get to see them because you're soooo busy?
I used to see my cousin on a regular basis, fortunate enough for me and spoke to him regularly. I must say that on my father's side, I'm not very close with my 1st cousins. Only 2 that I can think of... but now he's gone. I remember that it was only a few months ago when he was diagnosed for cancer. I wasn't at all sure exactly what it was but I knew it was something worth going to Boston for (that's where we go because of the incompetance/ lack of medical know-how that our medical facilities provide).
I can't even say that I am glad to have spent some time with him without even knowing that he wouldn't be around that long. That notion just sucks because he should still be here. I'm not interested in world-wide events at the momentor even local events; today I am being selfish.
Fuck the hurricanes and fuck those stupid governments for not trying to evacuate the people that need help because of the obvious destruction that will ensue in the paper thin shelters some Americans call "home". Fuck the poor little children speeding through small roads getting hit by cars because they haven't learned from the other umpteen teens getting splattered on windshields doing the same stupid shit; so sorry you're in the hospital. Fuck that Keebler Elf and his nasty ass cookies that leave that shitty after-taste in your mouth. Fuck the countries that stayed neutral after the 9/11 attack all those years ago; my people were in those buildings too, fuckers. Fuck that new guy that took over Blue's Clues. For that matter, fuck this blog......I just want my cousin back


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