Not Princess- worthy  

KMA5 40M
383 posts
3/23/2006 3:44 pm

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Not Princess- worthy

A friend of mine had a small breakdown the other day; a guy she was seeing is a real pile of shit and still hasn't realized that he can have her fully, if he wanted. She cried alot and couldn't be convinced that she was the greatest thing since processed, sliced cheese. I wondered what was so wrong with me that I wouldn't have even been considered to be a possible substitute. She has other acquaintances of less importance (she claims) but their opinion of her seems to have more impact than mine.
After ceasing my endless runback to my ex, for multiple reasons, I seem to have found my way back to her council after I was the only acquaintance of hers to NOT have tried to contact her after her moment of self righteousness. I can't believe that the powers that be are such fuck ups. Why is a person who constantly belittles my effort into her well-being always up on my shit. I don't want your time because I fuck well, unless we are not that close. want the time because you want the time.
Another lady I have found myself attatched to non-sexually has appointed me an emergency friend. This basically means that when she has nobody else to talk with, I am the FIRST person she calls. I'm also quick to be ditched wen someone else calls.
Something in this scenario isn't right. I'm not usually the selfish type (at least not on Thursdays, select holidays or during pro-active movies) but this is getting ridiculous. Where is my lady who longs for my company? Where is my lady who thinks of me as her inspiration? Where is the spirit that misses my voice? This happily ever after would come a whole lot quicker if I had some Jim Beam to kill time with. I miss Jim... he's a good friend... and he goes down so smooth. People in my network can get pics of that if they ask nicely

demonicsexkitten 41F
10671 posts
3/23/2006 4:34 pm

This is rather innappropriate due to this particular post, but... "TAG!!! You're It" demonicsexkitten

If you want, you can even tag me back i've already went far above my tag quota, so would just have to find a couple more ppl.

KMA5 replies on 3/24/2006 4:04 am:
Only because I like you, Tips, I'll give in to part of this game. Its good fun. For those not familiar with the "tag", you have to state 6 things that are weird about yourself and then tag 6 other people, not including the one that tagged you. It has to be in a seperate post though; so this helps fill the blog need for the day
I'm not tagging anyone else though. Feels too much like a chain letter for my taste


3/24/2006 11:06 pm

Dearest K,
Am I really reading this? You need to put a stop to this abuse now, because this is ABUSE Sweet darling. I know for a fact that these women would never ever get this treatment from you. One who perceives you as an emergency friend is no friend at all. You deserve better you are ELITE not obsolete. There was a time in my life when many surrounded me yet I could count on no one.
Your friend KINK

KMA5 replies on 3/26/2006 3:43 am:
Thanks a bunch Miss_K. You're a sweety. I don't mid it a bit because everyone needs someone sometimes, I'm just not going to take it too seriously or jump out of my way for them. Nothing better than supportive Kink first thing in the morning

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