Started to wonder who I am..........  

KKOSRHO78MG 38M
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5/2/2005 12:37 pm

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Started to wonder who I am..........

Well I said, at this evening, again from here that I will go sleep(was 19.05 I think). Now it is 05.30 in the morning again. what I did? well lets see. Went to the same Nice bar like yesterday. Funny right? Just consider this then if you laugh. What the difference between those women with the ones out there, our lifes, the romance ones? Exactly.....none! They are both human. At least those admit, that they are doing this job for money.
Damm, why do you think that I am speaking for the Norwegian girl now? You are so wrong. Today I was so crazy with a Greek woman, a 32 years old one, a one with a child. No, I hadn't sex with her, but she took my mobile and wrote her number in. Please call me at 14:30, after bringing my child from school. Ok my Dear no problem, I will. Child............?????? I love them! She left for 30 minutes into the bathroom after finishing our prive and the boss just came and told me. Hey KK, the "X" want's to buy you a more dance with you and her, She wants to pay that.
At that time, I gave her a good question. Wanna eat tomorrow on that time????? You and Me and also your lovely child.
She cryed really, and agreed to and curst me if I don't.
I will do it............I will call her..........her and her child! She is woman, she has a soul, she makes that f**ing job, so what? I make a more bad life. hours I said right? Then make it still 5 hours.
Wish I will die....wish I got crazy, wish I get so sleepy, that maybe I will sleep more. Sleep and dream. Sleep and stop passing good time of me. Just sleep and forget that....... I am alive. Noway, I will not. Say me whatever but I will keep so. It's just me.........that's my life.
Oops, the Norwegian got so angry but I have to admit again this. Wanna fuck....easy for you and your job! I don't wanna fuck any more, got tired of that. Wish my "organ" not being a guitar, played by anyone, but surely works like a pipe... smoking from anyone.....damm.....bad mouth, wish I could die.

5 days now, 5 different women and 5 hours sleeping( What a Coincidence ). Damm I wish I was a child, wish I had nothing....just wish! I am crazy, yeah I know but as I already told 'ya. I will give you a full description of my......... so bored life. I am getting ready to leave my self free, more and more. I have many wishes and as many women I f**k, so the more I cry for them...for Me.
Ok having fun, Enjoying it but, where is the one that will make me stop again...make me believe in what I was loving to? In what I was living for.....My dream.....rigggghhhhttttt.
Where is the one that makes me consider to sleep more and keep my mind on her? Well guess, she died, with me, with my dreams and with most women I have a funny time. I am Getting a slave this days by being Dom.
Yes I obey their wishes to make them feel .......... women again. Oops make them feel women but..... after they wish and command. "A slave Dominant", love that sound into my ears........into my eyes, into my wings, uppon the sky.
Well this is my boring life and you wish not to learn more of me, you will laugh and cry more! You will dream but also wish never to be like that. Would wish to meet me and also avoid me. Just wished I had a different life of me, than being in my age more than 50 (not looking but cos of thinking and acting). Hey I am 26 but don't speak, don't laugh, don't care ...... you don't know anything about me, I am not a "flower bringing Man" ---- Not anymore! I am not the good guy.... I am not the one of your dreams! I have no experiences, I have nothing........................................
I am Just an Eagle, flying now on the sky, feeling free and no one will make me stop this life again, No one can make me trust him again.......No one can f*ck me at all again.
Why?............ Because it's .....

Just Me --- EAGLE KK

Love 'ya all (but I am selfish---know why? Because you laugh on me)

Shall I write that in German too....Italian....Spanish.or American...lol....Kidding Now. I write that in my Eagle's Voice. ------

I am you and you are Me.....I look at you and you look at me........I dream of you and you dream of Me ....... I fly on the sky.....Can you?????

Just Me --- EAGLE KK


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